Smile

Smile. I couldn't smile nicely. And i want to learn it. Keep practicing through the mirror whenever i'm free till like a mad person keep smiling with herself with the mirror. LOL

For me, smile is always the best way to great any person you meet. It's rude to ignore ppl whenever they smile to you. LOL. i hate it so much because it makes me feel like what's wrong with you ppl, did i did something wrong or what. Its a kind of manner dude! 

well i did some camwhore to learn to smile nicely, look sweet, friendly or whatever it is, DO HELP ME WITH IT :3

well i love this smile. Can kill ppl with it right ?:P but somehow it feels like i have some evil plan in my mind and i'm gonna make it happen soon LOL.

this 1 looks kinda fake and acting cute. but it alot better than my normal smile. :S

 

well this is my normal smile with showing my teeth.  :3

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just back from my hometown btw. Stuck in jawi yesterday with the babe and her boss,yk due to traffic jam in bukit merah. Yk cancelled the plan of going back that evening and replace it with a date with Kheng Rui in auto city Swensen. :)

as usual the babe,wiwy tey with my skillful hands + camera :P

yours truly :3

@swensen with Wiwy while the guys were still gossiping LOL

it's Walnut Rocky Road. :P

it's hot then it's cold ~~~

:P

banana boat. I miss the durian flavour.:3

have this picture because wiwy tey never have a pic with a clown before. LMAO

Won't be updating often for now. Busy weeks coming !

xoxo

To Feel Again

Aloha peeps. 

Being so busy recently with assignments and tutorials. LOL. 

Well year 2 is just so different from the previous year.

the academics are just turning HARDER AND HARDER AND HARDER ...

well i do feel so tense and stress about that.

the subjects are so complicated, the tutorials are unsolvable and you have to wait for your tutor to come down from heaven to save you from that trouble LOL

Well maybe this is why we are called grown ups. 

the elder we grow, the more stress and tense we have to take, and most of all

WE MUST LEARN HOW TO ACCOMMODATE WITH IT.

Well recently i found that i had wasted the first year of my uni life.

everyday just go for classes, come back, dinner then facebook all night long.

i think i'm going to be some kind of geek soon if i continue that way.

FORTUNATELY, thanks to my housemate hui kia ask me to bring my friends along to be helpers of a dance drama event. :D

well the event was held on last Monday. 

Happy that it went on tremendously well~ :D

the shows and dance moves were awesome !

oh yea, know some new friends there too !

pictures time :P

i don't look good in pics if it's taken from the front view :( 

me and babe wiwy were in-charging of the logistic and security that night. LOL

it's kinda funny with the committees decision about putting 5 girls to take care the security that night.

weirdo but we have to do so too right ?

well me and my zha bo wiwy have to stand in front of the heritage hall to direct ppl to the registration.

it's on the other door on the side of the hall.

and you know what girls do when they have nothing to do :P

  

 sorry these 2 pictures are from my nokia-C3 and the quality is ~~~. :X

before we start working, the logistic members. 5 of us ! :D

its glad to know them through this event. :)

starting from the left, wai mun, si ying, me, wiwy and jeslyn.

during refreshment time, us again are being throw to the refreshment department to help to serve the audience with foods. LOL

after event photo session. with one of the dancers. :D

and us ! :D

ss and david were lucky that night.

both of them were assigned to the usher department. not just normal usher, VIP usher.

all they have to do was just accompany the VIPs throughout the whole event LOL. 

but of course me and wiwy had much freedom compare to them :P

oh ya, the shirts we were wearing were all hand made spray. 

4 of us + hui kia design it ! :D 

not just that, 4 of us cut out the words on a cardboard and let the others to spray LOL.

well after joining the event, i gotta feeling that i wanted my dance life back badly.

it just light up the fire of dance in my soul.

i used to love dancing much, no, a lots !

during my teenage life, i used to dance as dance brings much confidence to my life.

well maybe because during my cheerleading practices and performance i used to get praise by seniors about my dance steps.

for indian dance, at least i still can dance gracefully in front of others.

but for street dance, i never made it before.

the feel is missing.

whenever i look at my sister, my cousins.

they are fantastic ! they even start choreography for dance steps.

i felt awful as i'm the only 1 who can't move that PDLway.

and maybe that's one of the reason i stopped as i can't move what i wanted.

 well i don't want a dull uni life anymore

and i wanted a new start.

so i'm gonna make some changes here.

i'm gonna start my dancing path again. :D

but of course. i can't just focus on the dance.

my studies will still be my priority. :)

PDL's favourite code:

IF YOU THINK YOU CAN DO IT, YOU CAN DO IT !

i can do it ! i will make it happen ! :D

Cassandra.

I'm Feeling Lost.

In everything.

Emo-ing.

Argh.

Hate it.

The Sembreaks.

It's the end of the sembreak.

back to the dead town i used to call. LOL

The 1st day of my Second year in degree. Senior ? Ewe that feel so old.Perhaps not.

have been thinking bout my semester break.

obviously i didn't fully my enjoy my semester break.

things i wanted to do haven been done.

new spects - no

haircut - no

learn make ups - no

instead

i did something oppose all those

i felt like i'm skipping my teenage stage and straight jump to "the world is the end" age.

Working as a Driver + Kakak + Teacher and bla bla bla

or a.k.a a mother.

LOL

had a strange feeling though.

i didn't blame my parents making my sembreak miserable, yet i felt happy that i can help them out since they had been working so hard and it's time for them to have some fun. :)

Besides, its a chance that i can spend more time getting along with my sis since i don't have much time to accompany them. 

The little one .

i was trying to capture a pic of her and she gave me a peace sign with a sourly face at the same time saying cheeze, LOL

she gave me quite lots of trouble when my parents weren't around. 

but yet i still miss her so. :/

Mummy's collection.

LMAO.

see ? can't change.

these are those things she bought back from Sabah.

my dad actually tried to stop her indeed he failed i supposed. :/

by the way,

i found something interesting from my home.

Tada !

my personally design story book ! hahaha

story wrote by me while i was young ! not bad what ! Still got photos :P

Credits to Daddy for encouraging us to make it. :)

This page was talking bout my trip to Langkawi and a photo when i was young.

The story i wrote was, 

"Daddy and mummy bring me and Wen Lin go to Langkawi for holiday.

We stay in a beach hotel. We play sand and swim in the sea. " 

When i read back i just can't stop laughing and saw all those grammar mistake i made. LMAO.

Nice memory though. ;)

2nd Story

i guess you can read the passage from the photo.

so many fish ! This was taken in Langkawi's Underwater World.

3rd story

Theme park yyeah !! :P 

4th Story

Friends birthday party. How dark and short am i while i was in primary. LOL

5th story

Me and my coussie Sabrina, she was leaving with her sister Ariel following her mum to Batang kali.

Well they use to stay with us and study at as too while their mum's working in Genting.

but at the end her mum chose to bring them back there.

Okie, Holiday mood must come to an end !

Happy School Opening !! :)

Mothers' Day

Happy Mothers Day !

:)

well i'm not celebrating it due to exam reasons.

2 more to go but i've lost my motivation to study. *sigh

Thinking back those 20 years, i did feel bad as i seldom present my mum or dad anything during these kinda days. Well not just that, sometimes even birthday i didn't present them anything. Well i did get her a 7 zai once and many hand-made drawing cards when i was in primary. LOL. I felt bad actually, but what to do ? i don't have huge amount of savings and usually i don't know what to get them actually. The worst, even now, i don't know how to express my feelings and how much i want to thanks her for bringing me to this world and giving me all the education and so on. I just can't use to it for being that close with my mum. I just don't know why, even for today, i called her, i didn't say the word Happy Mothers Day, i just mentioned today's mothers day, dad didn't bring any celebration at home something like that. LOL it feels like i'm such a coward, this also don't dare that also don't dare lol. it's not that i don't have a great relationship with my mum but it's just that i not use to be close with her, like my cousins with their mums, kissing her mum's cheek and say goodnight mummy. Well i hope that i have the guts to do that actually.

Anyway, since i still don't have the guts to say or show any gigantic moves or express my huge gratitude to my mum, i'll just post it here. Happy Mothers Day Mummy, you are the best mum ever to us and thanks for everything. :)

What to Do ?

I hate exams

big ones.

i think no one likes it too.

except for nerdy maybe. LOL (joking)

i'm feeling that i'm becoming so puffy during exams.

i can't stop myself from junk foods.

chocolates, chips and many more.

lol.

i couldn't control myself.

it's good to have some to distract you from stress i think.

but i'm having the amount excessing the normal ppl had.

1 day 1 tin of potato chips.

kinda scary i think.

after having it, i regretted,and drank the whole bottle of water straight away.

the bottle which written 1 L on it.

sigh

what to do ?

stress but not willing to do or move.

see ?

i'm still blogging and nagging all about this.

ARGH !

oh dear concentration, don't break up with me please ?

i need you badly throughout my life !

stay with me please ?

<3

Muar Trip Part 2

Day 3

1stly, thank you so much Papa Tey.

for fulfilling my motive to Johor. :D

Papa Tey bought Chicken cube rice back for us as lunch.

and many otak-otak again.

not just that, later the afternoon

he brought me and his family including Miss VV Tey to Malacca for a walk.

 Weeeeeeeee

:D

on the way to Malacca~

camwhoring behind papa tey's citra~:D

Papa tey brought us to the mall, 

mahkota parade.

we met david for awhile over there.

since there was nothing to buy after that so we decided to go for layer cakes.

Craving for that for such a long time whenever i saw somebody post the picture of it in fb or blog.

now it's my chance !

:DDDD

the shop name, nadeje.

while waiting for the waiter to serve. :D

Layer cake ! Raisin flavour. Yummy :)

Green Tea Flavour, if you are a green tea lover, you will love it just like i do. :)

The drinks

cocktail - blue sky.

nice but it will leave a blue stain on your tongue. lol.

cocktail - summer dream.

finally a picture of me with the cake and cocktail 

:D

camwhore with the signboard before leaving. :)

:)

next stop in malacca,

Satay Celut !

one of the renown food in Malacca. :)

so many ingredients inside.

it's just like our lok lok~

but it's just that the boiling water is replaced by this sauce i think.

i just remember there are many peanut down deep inside.

you can dick them out with the saucer provided. :)

this is just the picture of the 1st round.

we actually had 2 -3 rounds more after that. :P

especially the 油条

it taste so good when it's being deep inside the sauce. :D

yummy yummy yummy

*happy*

 Billions and millions thanks to papa tey !

btw

papa tey asked me to come again next time

because there are still many tempting foods i haven tried be4 

looking forward for the next visit. :)

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done my muet test and presentation.

feel kinda disappointed with my performance.

my speaking sucks man.

:(

and the nervousness just like to come to me everytime during presentations.

argh 

must think of a way to beat you down.

or by making you disappear from my life forever.