The End of 2009

it's going to be a long post today
because it's seems to be way way way too long since i updated my blog
i neglected it since i finish that webpage assignment
well of course
many things happened and many memories had been created throughout these days
lets start it of from here
:)

25/12
12.ooam
having beer + rushing assignment at 1185~
we did enjoy the hole night
actually i didn't finish my little "tin" of carlsberg
but wiwy,ss and the others did finish the whole "BOTTLE" of heineken
NOT FAIR
and after just drinking not even 1/4 of it
my face ady start changing into a red apple
LOL
gotta learn how to drink soon if not it's embarassing while drinking with others
o.O
we chit-chat and listen to rock musics till bout 5 something in the morning
and hui yin was abit drunk i think
hahahahaa
her funny action and "words" that she did and spoke still non-stop recalling in my mind
:D
because of the press conference
i didn't sleep the hole night for that day as i promise to go genting with my ex-classmates and family
so i have to sacrify my night to do the press kit, the names, and the wordings for the background
finally it's done
;)
my press kit
i just left the logo and the name on it
;)
it's a magic wank!:D
the board that i had designed and made
:D
with some help from my group members of course
but sadly
the presentation didn't go as well as we planned
sigh
:(


morning 10am
started my journey to genting with my parents and my parents friends
it's been a long time i didn't meet Peter Uncle and his daughter ady
he is still that friendly and funny as usual
:D
we went to ghotong jaya 1st to put theirs and my family's luggage at the apartment booked
and rest for bout 2 hours
around 7 smtg like that only i reached genting
==
well
let someone waited for me so so so so so long
haha
for bout 4 hours he said
so sorry larh
hehe
:p

after meeting him
i get the room number from my friends and went to find them
well
i choose to stay with them because i want to spend a night with them
actually
we guys slept at 5 smtg
because of my marketing assignment!
argh
gone for holidays also need to bring a laptop around for assignments
LOL
took some pics with them
:)
jayson taking the photo
:D
hohoho...money money come!:D

29/12
it's quite a special day
because
i'm no longer single anymore
:D
the place that you drop is the place that you should get back up
well
it's a challenge for me again
because it's a long distance relationship
but yet i still will try my best ba
why i choose him?
well..maybe his sincerity i think
chasing me for so long
lol
and i kinda like to chat with him
as both of us always boom each other
haha
i think i'll be a pro soon in 2010~:D
anyway
a new start
:)
at least there are some reason for me not to hate December anymore
:D

01/01/2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS
went out with wiwy,ss and the gangs again
haha
many friends owed my beers !
Ivan and Ah Keong
remember to bring heinieken back for me and wiwy
:D
we didnt have beers tonight as we didn't plan earlier
but we are going to go ipoh shopping later 8.30am
JUSCO
branded clothes~shoes~everything~SALES!
i'm coming!!
i have many things to buy as i don't have time to buy before new year
mostly my final will be around 29/01 till 11/02 i think
sigh
chinese new year soon
so gotta buy now!
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but indeed
we have many funs when we walk to and back from the lake by greeting everyone there
Happy New Year~
:D
and watching merlyn "high-ing" too!
hahahahhahahaha
great night
;)

Lastly
it's the end of 2009 and the beginning of 2010
wishes??
hmmm
score in my foundation and every coming semester
reach my goals
change my personality
(i want to be you ge xing~ :D)
NOT having LCLY Group members again!
(ps: kinda frustrated with that)
and lastly
enjoy my days with my family, buddies and the 1 i care
;)

New Year,New Start
Again
Happy New Year guys.
;)

Cassandra
xoxo

Done WPD.

it's already 1.29pm
and i just wake up
slept at 10am just now
but this time not because of insomnia
it's because 2day is our webpage designs due date
be4 12pm
that's why
i don't get to sleep whole night again to keep on editing the report and supervise the webpage to be posted online
finally we done it
but sadly the 1st photo and our background music can't come out
*sad*
and on the contact us part
MY PICTURE CANT COME OUT!
*double sad*
:(
and i think me and my leader forgot something
that is the index !
we didn't drag it out!
argh!!!
NO EYES SEE
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but at least finally finish another assignment again
:)

coming on this week i'm going to have 1 important presentation and 2 assignment submission again
ARGH
the worst is all on Monday and my things aren't prepare yet
and this weekend is christmas!
we are going for holidays man
*sigh*
that's why i think i don't get to sleep again for 2night and 2mr
wish me luck
hope that i can finish the preparation for the PRESS CONFERENCE smoothly
:(

these feel days didn't feel like eating at all
or can say i don't even have the appetite to eat
every lunch i ate all just 1 tiny bite of rice and the meats then i put aside ady
finally last night
or can say this morning 6am i went to mamak with wiwy,ss, ah pang and david
i could finally finish 1 plate of maggie goreng
and half of the roti canai
+ 3/4 of teh tarik
but after that when i go back to their house to continue our work
my heatbeat ran fast and i get a stomache
ENDURE IT TILL FINISH ALL THE THINGS
after i reach home
*sigh*
i just can't stop going toilet and till now
my stomach just can't stop rolling
:(
what happen to me recently?
*sigh*

ps: buddy,i hope that i can face you and him..but it's abit hard when it's just start..
temporary i think i still can accept you..but whenever i saw him
i just can't stopped myself from running away from you guys
and i just keep on having the feeling that he hates me a lot for now
dont feel sry to me
it isn't anyone's fault in this kinda situation
just hope that you didn't choose wrong this time
and bare me these days pls
things takes time..
i'll recover soon but it really takes time.

Anyway
still need to thanks to wiwy and ss
for accompanying me so much these days no matter what time
haha
love you guys
xoxo
:D
so do you larh tweety
although you just find me once
:P
after this busy week
LETS PLAY FRISBEE AGAIN!!
the coming wednesday!
yay!
:D

Cassandra

Insomnia

Insomnia the hole night
why?
don't ask again
don't even want to think much about it
sigh

just for post to release my feeling here
not happy
sad
but i don't know what's the true reason why i do
to my buddies
can tell me why ?

I really don't wish to care bout it anymore
it's over for so long time ago and i don't know why i still can let go the past
i don't know what and why am i persevering in actually
i hope that i just can save those past as a memory and let it store inside the deepest place in the CPU of my mind
and never come out again

thx for the advices from my darling and ss
yea..
i need to learn how to ACCEPT the fact.
It may be tough..
but yet i still need to try.
Rou said..
maybe this is a chance to let me forget and find another
yea it's time
but i don't really feel like having another 1 anymore
really
till the day that i turn tougher and stronger
i really really do need a change

Anyway,really thanks to my TA14 gang for that cute little doggy
it really helps comforting me alot
love you guys
xoxo

Cassandra

Sweet 18

it's been a long time since i updated my blog
recently quite busy with those assingnments
because all the due date's are around the corner
now it's already week 9
coming the week is going to be week 10
and the due date of my assignments
especially my webpage!!!
:(

well
there are many things that i want to share with you guys
lots and lots of things
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hehe
1st of all
FYI
Miss Cassandra is fully 18 now
and that's me
;)

thanks to my buddies a lot
for giving so many suprise for me these days
haha
after i count
total up i had 4 celebrations for my b'day and eaten 3 cakes
o.O
after eating those cakes
i think i won't be having cake until my next birthday
=.="

15/12/2009
1st celebration :
Rou ask me to go westlake during midnight saying that there's a meteor shower that night
when i reached there
i feel like being cheated by si gui rou
it's because there's only a few of peoples there
including her of course
@@
when i ask her
she told me that she have many plans for me during my b'day
and promised me that it'll be memorable
ok...
meanwhile when we were chatting i recieved some phone calls from my ex-colleague dennis
Zzz
what larh...
call ady say Happy Birthday also hard..
:(
when i was chatting
suddenly a cake appear from behind and guess who's that
My Tweety!!!
:D
so sudden and surprise
because it's been ages i haven see her!!
luckily the cake that they bring for me it's a tiny cake like me and the gengki's bought for sj
because they force me to finish the cake that night
and it's a CHEESE CAKE
o.O

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2nd celebration:
at bout 8pm
this 1 quite funny
also planned by rou
but this time is with my housemates ,rou and minyi
haha
wow rou
i'm really surprise that you can find all my best buddies out to celebrate with me
of course including you
:D
the funniest part is
they sang the bithday song with the cake a lot in front of the toilet!!
as i just come out from there of course
=.=
blowing those rekindle candles
okay
you guys really got me
;D
wishing wishing
TO ACHIEVE MY GOALS!
:D

i think i should really diet ady...my face is super dooper round! :(

for more detail bout the 2nd celebration, please refer to buddy,
Min Yi 's blog
the plan of putting me into this
haha...
but really thanks for the celebration
:D

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3rd celebration:
10pm the same day
plan by rou also
Zzz
this 1 really surprise
she found my ex to celebrate with me
luckily no more cake
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but with a dress as a present
well
that makes me feel abit embaressing
it's because both of them ask me to change it on and turns out
my hands look very fat in it
*sad*
and my ex non-stop saying that i'm fat and say when rou wear it is nicer
sigh
speechless
PS:immediate diet!

anyway
really thx to rou for giving me such suprises
haha
really happy for that
:D

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4th celebration:

with my gengki gangs or can say half TA14's gathering
haha
it's a belated celebration
because the day that i birthday they were busying with their press conference
but we do have lot's of fun there
:D
you guys are really good in suprising ppl too
haha
with those suddenly cakes appear again and the present part
i like the present part
but 1stly i thought wiwy wanted to push me into the water beside those roadside
because they ask me to close my eyes and keep on saying you jump i jump
but i end up jumping over it with my eyes open
haha
:D
and the cream part!
cherry smash some cream of the cake on my face and head
and i don't know who took that funny pic
@@
cherry!!!fong sum!
i will buy 1 bottle of cream for you next year!!!
hiak hiak hiak hiak

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1st of all
bryan fetched me ,edward, wei xin, and cherry to ABC
after reaching there
we found wiwy,ss, si jiun and jia ming and we sat together to have supper
i just have a lemon ais drink because be4 that i just finish celebrate my housemate's birthday with him at grand kampar hotel
we took many many many many many many many many many pictures
funny pictures
snapping ppl without their knowing
hiak hiak
it's time to post out those pic
:D

Ss blur blur face...ah mong!!! :D

this 1 still ok larh wiwy..better than those in si jiun's hp...:X

i think ss take this by using my pic...haha...chia ming!!:D
wiwy dreaming while si jiun dont know what's she's doing...:X
the guy that smash cream on me,cherry! =.=
2 gays and don't know what they are doing
@@
especially bryan...what does the expression means??
hahahahahhaha
:P

and lastly
ss the superwoman going to safe the day!!!
XD

we do have lots of fun when we are together
miss the days with you guys
:)

the present that i got from all of you and
thanks to everyone for celebrating with me
you guys did give me a sweet 18 party
haha
happy sweet 18.
i appreciate that.
:)

Cassandra
xoxo

Goals!

Goals
hmm
do you guys actually set a goal for yourself??
well
as for me
i set many
but i can say
i didn't achieve any or can say all of it.
o.O
strange huh?
it's because i don't have the will to persevere to the end!
sigh!

do you guys want to know what's my goals??
well
it's quite funny
and hard to achieve too
but at least i'll try it NOW
putting effort!!
must success till the end!!

CASSANDRA‘S GOALS

1. Want to sleep early and wake up early
(as a teenagers,it's hard for us you know?=.=)

2. Want to finish everything in time and don't put it till the last minutes.
(last minutes work is my norms.)

3. Want to Concentrate in Something when i do Something!!

these are my goals for my studies!

4. I want Big Boobs! Slim Waist!
target : 34,24,34
(don't dare to set too high..=X)

5. I don't want my face to be that round!
(stop eating sweets or chocolate biscuits or chocolate!!!)

6. I don't want to have PIMPLES!!
(sigh..why i'm the only 1 who still have pimples during this age?? )

7. I want to be as fair as Snow White!!
(but sure must have rosy glow(means red red that type) too of course!)

these are the goals for my appearance + so on
As a conclusion,

I want to be PRETTIER !!
not worse than before!
:(

before ~ form 5
after ~ now

do you guys see the difference?

1. PIMPLES
2.LOOK OLD
3. the 1 that i really hate the most
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
FATS!!!
ROUND FACE again!!
+ my hand also turn into those kinda bottle shape!!

I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS LARH!!!
*cry

so i need to gampateh from now!!
after my uni life!!
i want to be better than before!!
MUST!!!
I INSIST!

Cassandra.

photo posting Abox

LOL
you guys really do addicted to the editing software
haha
recently quite..
hmmm
can't say quite!
is DAMN busy!
it's because the assignments due date are around the corner!
coming!
reaching!
countdown 2 weeks!!
SIGH

well wiwy,
since you are so curious bout my editing
here's the editing
:D
but i didn't do much on it this time
because i don't have much idea for editing this time
:(

this 1 i edited many!
my hair to make it look more :D
the eye liner for me and wiwy
happy?:)

photo with ss.
:D
me and the muar girls ;)
pretty pretty muar girls
:D
mini cornetto!
yeah!
we are hungry!
:D

well
i just edit 4..
because i don't have much idea and time for it
:(
sometimes i also don't know what am i busying of
o.O

Cassandra.