Surgery Room

I'm back peeps.

With a scar around my neck.

sigh.

Date : 21st of December

Time : 8.30am

Venue  Kedah Medical Centre (KMC)

well i arrived late abit

almost 9am i think

but it's not a wrong decision

cause the ppl there made me waited for hours for the operation too

=.="

1st it was the blood test

well actually i was shivering that time

i'm kinda sick about facing blood and big needle.

well it's quite pain during the time the nurse taking my blood

2 bottles. oh my~

but compare it to the pain for the needle on the hand for the surgery

it's just the beginning man !

:(

Next it's the x-ray and ultrasound.

well that's the safe part as no pain is needed.

but i did something that's kinda humiliating .

That is i wore the idk what does that call 

some kind of rob i think

i wore it oppositely and i still not knowing it till the time when the nurse ask me to change it again for the operation.

i just knew that.

oh my~

and during the x-ray

without bra's on.

OMG.

and the doc taking the x-ray is a guy.

&^%$#@&^%$#

speechless.

:(

after those procedures,

i have to check in to a room although i'm not overnight-ing in the hospital

cause i have to wait for the operation and it's also counted a day care i think.

the room.

Yucks.

i don't like it.

well i expected it to be better cause the fees here are quite expensive.

and i had to wait in the room from 11.30a.m till 3.30p.m for the operation.

i don't like that feeling really.

cause i was just so scared when i see the nurse keep passing by or coming in. 

CAUSE I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GO FOR THE OPERATION.

the nurse even laugh at me for being so shock and scared.

PPL REALLY SCARE ABOUT IT MA. WHY LAUGH WOR. :(

well during the time i just can't stop nagging to my mum that i don't want to go for the operation.

Sigh.

Useless.

they say that's the best for me.LOL. 

no choice.

even the bf came i also just can't stop disturbing him about how not willing am i to go for the operation.

and how fear am i for the whole thing. :(

Surgery time.

LOL.

it's not fun when you are lying on the trolley like that and being pushed to the surgery room.

it felt like i'm going to meet the Setan in the hell soon.

and when i was push inside.

1stly i thought i was already in the surgery room once i went inside.

but turns out i'm not.

there'still another room in there.

and the room is really scary.

but before going in, i'm being abandoned outside for the preparation.

and here comes the pain.

OUCH FOR THE STUPID NEEDLE THAT HAVE TO PUT ABOVE MY HAND.

THAT SERIOUSLY HURT MAN !

AND IT'S EVEN MORE HURT WHEN IT INJECT THE THING THAT LET YOU FAINT.

i told the doctor i was freaking out there.

so he suggested to let me be blur during the operation.

well the nurse inside was quite friendly.

but it doesn't help much.

i still end up crying like a child when i was being operating. :(

it was just so scary you know !

so suddenly they say ok start then pushed you into another room

full of those surgery lights and things.

just like what you saw in the dramas surgery room.

SCARY.

and when you heard the doc say take this ! take that !

i totally freaked out !

but in a sudden i lost my intuition and in a sudden i was crying like a child and the nurse have to hold my hands so that i don't move.

and luckily i was being covered with lots of towels on my face.

just not to witness the whole thing.

but the surgery room, i really dare not to forget that.

i even had a nightmare about the room that night after the surgery. o.O 

guess i really went way too over ady. 

well it was quite embarrassing cause i'm 19th and i still end up crying like a little girl for a small surgery.

*for them of course.=.=*

 hope that i won't step into it again !

:(

waiting for my report now.

27th will be back to get it.

hope everything is ok.

i don't want to go back to that scary room anymore !

:(

anyway

thanks to the hubby for coming to the hospital to take over my parents to accompany me 

although you do scared me alot be4 the surgery.

but i still appreciated your coming.

Hugs. <3 :)