Mothers' Day

Happy Mothers Day !

:)

well i'm not celebrating it due to exam reasons.

2 more to go but i've lost my motivation to study. *sigh

Thinking back those 20 years, i did feel bad as i seldom present my mum or dad anything during these kinda days. Well not just that, sometimes even birthday i didn't present them anything. Well i did get her a 7 zai once and many hand-made drawing cards when i was in primary. LOL. I felt bad actually, but what to do ? i don't have huge amount of savings and usually i don't know what to get them actually. The worst, even now, i don't know how to express my feelings and how much i want to thanks her for bringing me to this world and giving me all the education and so on. I just can't use to it for being that close with my mum. I just don't know why, even for today, i called her, i didn't say the word Happy Mothers Day, i just mentioned today's mothers day, dad didn't bring any celebration at home something like that. LOL it feels like i'm such a coward, this also don't dare that also don't dare lol. it's not that i don't have a great relationship with my mum but it's just that i not use to be close with her, like my cousins with their mums, kissing her mum's cheek and say goodnight mummy. Well i hope that i have the guts to do that actually.

Anyway, since i still don't have the guts to say or show any gigantic moves or express my huge gratitude to my mum, i'll just post it here. Happy Mothers Day Mummy, you are the best mum ever to us and thanks for everything. :)