Inner Core of Cass.

Smile

2011-07-04T01:57:00.000-07:00

Smile. I couldn't smile nicely. And i want to learn it. Keep practicing through the mirror whenever i'm free till like a mad person keep smiling with herself with the mirror. LOL

For me, smile is always the best way to great any person you meet. It's rude to ignore ppl whenever they smile to you. LOL. i hate it so much because it makes me feel like what's wrong with you ppl, did i did something wrong or what. Its a kind of manner dude!

well i did some camwhore to learn to smile nicely, look sweet, friendly or whatever it is, DO HELP ME WITH IT :3

well i love this smile. ~~Can kill ppl with it right ?:P~~ but somehow it feels like i have some evil plan in my mind and i'm gonna make it happen soon LOL.

this 1 looks kinda fake and acting cute. but it alot better than my normal smile. :S

well this is my normal smile with showing my teeth. :3

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just back from my hometown btw. Stuck in jawi yesterday with the babe and her boss,yk due to traffic jam in bukit merah. Yk cancelled the plan of going back that evening and replace it with a date with Kheng Rui in auto city Swensen. :)

as usual the babe,wiwy tey with my skillful hands + camera :P

yours truly :3

@swensen with Wiwy while the guys were still gossiping LOL

it's Walnut Rocky Road. :P

it's hot then it's cold ~~~

banana boat. I miss the durian flavour.:3

have this picture because wiwy tey never have a pic with a clown before. LMAO

Won't be updating often for now. Busy weeks coming !

xoxo

To Feel Again

2011-07-02T00:04:00.000-07:00

Aloha peeps.

Being so busy recently with assignments and tutorials. LOL.

Well year 2 is just so different from the previous year.

the academics are just turning HARDER AND HARDER AND HARDER ...

well i do feel so tense and stress about that.

the subjects are so complicated, the tutorials are unsolvable and you have to wait for your tutor to come down from heaven to save you from that trouble LOL

Well maybe this is why we are called grown ups.

the elder we grow, the more stress and tense we have to take, and most of all

WE MUST LEARN HOW TO ACCOMMODATE WITH IT.

Well recently i found that i had wasted the first year of my uni life.

everyday just go for classes, come back, dinner then facebook all night long.

i think i'm going to be some kind of geek soon if i continue that way.

FORTUNATELY, thanks to my housemate hui kia ask me to bring my friends along to be helpers of a dance drama event. :D

well the event was held on last Monday.

Happy that it went on tremendously well~ :D

the shows and dance moves were awesome !

oh yea, know some new friends there too !

pictures time :P

i don't look good in pics if it's taken from the front view :(

me and babe wiwy were in-charging of the logistic and security that night. LOL

it's kinda funny with the committees decision about putting 5 girls to take care the security that night.

weirdo but we have to do so too right ?

well me and my zha bo wiwy have to stand in front of the heritage hall to direct ppl to the registration.

it's on the other door on the side of the hall.

and you know what girls do when they have nothing to do :P

sorry these 2 pictures are from my nokia-C3 and the quality is ~~~. :X

before we start working, the logistic members. 5 of us ! :D

its glad to know them through this event. :)

starting from the left, wai mun, si ying, me, wiwy and jeslyn.

during refreshment time, us again are being throw to the refreshment department to help to serve the audience with foods. LOL

after event photo session. with one of the dancers. :D

and us ! :D

ss and david were lucky that night.

both of them were assigned to the usher department. not just normal usher, VIP usher.

all they have to do was just accompany the VIPs throughout the whole event LOL.

but of course me and wiwy had much freedom compare to them :P

oh ya, the shirts we were wearing were all hand made spray.

4 of us + hui kia design it ! :D

not just that, 4 of us cut out the words on a cardboard and let the others to spray LOL.

well after joining the event, i gotta feeling that i wanted my dance life back badly.

it just light up the fire of dance in my soul.

i used to love dancing much, no, a lots !

during my teenage life, i used to dance as dance brings much confidence to my life.

well maybe because during my cheerleading practices and performance i used to get praise by seniors about my dance steps.

for indian dance, at least i still can dance gracefully in front of others.

but for street dance, i never made it before.

the feel is missing.

whenever i look at my sister, my cousins.

they are fantastic ! they even start choreography for dance steps.

i felt awful as i'm the only 1 who can't move that PDLway.

and maybe that's one of the reason i stopped as i can't move what i wanted.

well i don't want a dull uni life anymore

and i wanted a new start.

so i'm gonna make some changes here.

i'm gonna start my dancing path again. :D

but of course. i can't just focus on the dance.

my studies will still be my priority. :)

PDL's favourite code:

IF YOU THINK YOU CAN DO IT, YOU CAN DO IT !

i can do it ! i will make it happen ! :D

Cassandra.

2011-06-29T10:12:00.001-07:00

I'm Feeling Lost.

In everything.

Emo-ing.

Argh.

Hate it.

The Sembreaks.

2011-05-31T07:32:00.000-07:00

It's the end of the sembreak.

back to the dead town i used to call. LOL

The 1st day of my Second year in degree. Senior ? Ewe that feel so old.Perhaps not.

have been thinking bout my semester break.

obviously i didn't fully my enjoy my semester break.

things i wanted to do haven been done.

new spects - no

haircut - no

learn make ups - no

instead

i did something oppose all those

i felt like i'm skipping my teenage stage and straight jump to "the world is the end" age.

Working as a Driver + Kakak + Teacher and bla bla bla

or a.k.a a mother.

LOL

had a strange feeling though.

i didn't blame my parents making my sembreak miserable, yet i felt happy that i can help them out since they had been working so hard and it's time for them to have some fun. :)

Besides, its a chance that i can spend more time getting along with my sis since i don't have much time to accompany them.

The little one .

i was trying to capture a pic of her and she gave me a peace sign with a sourly face at the same time saying cheeze, LOL

she gave me quite lots of trouble when my parents weren't around.

but yet i still miss her so. :/

Mummy's collection.

LMAO.

see ? can't change.

these are those things she bought back from Sabah.

my dad actually tried to stop her indeed he failed i supposed. :/

by the way,

i found something interesting from my home.

Tada !

my personally design story book ! hahaha

story wrote by me while i was young ! not bad what ! Still got photos :P

Credits to Daddy for encouraging us to make it. :)

This page was talking bout my trip to Langkawi and a photo when i was young.

The story i wrote was,

"Daddy and mummy bring me and Wen Lin go to Langkawi for holiday.

We stay in a beach hotel. We play sand and swim in the sea. "

When i read back i just can't stop laughing and saw all those grammar mistake i made. LMAO.

Nice memory though. ;)

2nd Story

i guess you can read the passage from the photo.

so many fish ! This was taken in Langkawi's Underwater World.

3rd story

Theme park yyeah !! :P

4th Story

Friends birthday party. How dark and short am i while i was in primary. LOL

5th story

Me and my coussie Sabrina, she was leaving with her sister Ariel following her mum to Batang kali.

Well they use to stay with us and study at as too while their mum's working in Genting.

but at the end her mum chose to bring them back there.

Okie, Holiday mood must come to an end !

Happy School Opening !! :)

Mothers' Day

2011-05-08T01:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Mothers Day !

well i'm not celebrating it due to exam reasons.

2 more to go but i've lost my motivation to study. *sigh

Thinking back those 20 years, i did feel bad as i seldom present my mum or dad anything during these kinda days. Well not just that, sometimes even birthday i didn't present them anything. Well i did get her a 7 zai once and many hand-made drawing cards when i was in primary. LOL. I felt bad actually, but what to do ? i don't have huge amount of savings and usually i don't know what to get them actually. The worst, even now, i don't know how to express my feelings and how much i want to thanks her for bringing me to this world and giving me all the education and so on. I just can't use to it for being that close with my mum. I just don't know why, even for today, i called her, i didn't say the word Happy Mothers Day, i just mentioned today's mothers day, dad didn't bring any celebration at home something like that. LOL it feels like i'm such a coward, this also don't dare that also don't dare lol. it's not that i don't have a great relationship with my mum but it's just that i not use to be close with her, like my cousins with their mums, kissing her mum's cheek and say goodnight mummy. Well i hope that i have the guts to do that actually.

Anyway, since i still don't have the guts to say or show any gigantic moves or express my huge gratitude to my mum, i'll just post it here. Happy Mothers Day Mummy, you are the best mum ever to us and thanks for everything. :)

What to Do ?

2011-04-19T01:56:00.000-07:00

I hate exams

big ones.

i think no one likes it too.

except for nerdy maybe. LOL (joking)

i'm feeling that i'm becoming so puffy during exams.

i can't stop myself from junk foods.

chocolates, chips and many more.

lol.

i couldn't control myself.

it's good to have some to distract you from stress i think.

but i'm having the amount excessing the normal ppl had.

1 day 1 tin of potato chips.

kinda scary i think.

after having it, i regretted,and drank the whole bottle of water straight away.

the bottle which written 1 L on it.

sigh

what to do ?

stress but not willing to do or move.

see ?

i'm still blogging and nagging all about this.

ARGH !

oh dear concentration, don't break up with me please ?

i need you badly throughout my life !

stay with me please ?

Muar Trip Part 2

2011-04-08T09:40:00.000-07:00

Day 3

1stly, thank you so much Papa Tey.

for fulfilling my motive to Johor. :D

Papa Tey bought Chicken cube rice back for us as lunch.

and many otak-otak again.

not just that, later the afternoon

he brought me and his family including Miss VV Tey to Malacca for a walk.

Weeeeeeeee

on the way to Malacca~

camwhoring behind papa tey's citra~:D

Papa tey brought us to the mall,

mahkota parade.

we met david for awhile over there.

since there was nothing to buy after that so we decided to go for layer cakes.

Craving for that for such a long time whenever i saw somebody post the picture of it in fb or blog.

now it's my chance !

:DDDD

the shop name, nadeje.

while waiting for the waiter to serve. :D

Layer cake ! Raisin flavour. Yummy :)

Green Tea Flavour, if you are a green tea lover, you will love it just like i do. :)

The drinks

cocktail - blue sky.

nice but it will leave a blue stain on your tongue. lol.

cocktail - summer dream.

finally a picture of me with the cake and cocktail

camwhore with the signboard before leaving. :)

next stop in malacca,

Satay Celut !

one of the renown food in Malacca. :)

so many ingredients inside.

it's just like our lok lok~

but it's just that the boiling water is replaced by this sauce i think.

i just remember there are many peanut down deep inside.

you can dick them out with the saucer provided. :)

this is just the picture of the 1st round.

we actually had 2 -3 rounds more after that. :P

especially the 油条

it taste so good when it's being deep inside the sauce. :D

yummy yummy yummy

*happy*

Billions and millions thanks to papa tey !

btw

papa tey asked me to come again next time

because there are still many tempting foods i haven tried be4

looking forward for the next visit. :)

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done my muet test and presentation.

feel kinda disappointed with my performance.

my speaking sucks man.

and the nervousness just like to come to me everytime during presentations.

argh

must think of a way to beat you down.

or by making you disappear from my life forever.

Muar Trip Part 1

2011-04-08T03:49:00.000-07:00

hello peeps

i'm back to the dead town again.

had a wonderful trip over at muar,johor.

many scrumptious food i had over there.

the plans for the 4 days trip are just eating and eating and eating.

LOL

so i'm just frigging FAT right now.

previous hard work about working on the fatty arms all gone. :(

and the price paid is being broke and dark.

but it's worth for the foods.

~~Day 1~~

the new bus station in kl, tasik selatan.
to go johor or going down the states around the south of Malaysia, we have to come to this bus station for the bus.
The bus station was stunning !
have a feeling like it can compare to the KLIA airport already. LOL

the lobby waiting for the bus to depart. :D

see the tickets ? they actually had our name on each tickets.

for souvenir purpose ?@@

on the way to muar. :)

forgot to mention, the bus for that day, Mayang Sari, is a double decker bus.

new bus~:DDDDD

after we reach, had our dinner at the tey's house.

mama tey's cooking were indescribable.

regret now for didn't take some pictures about them. :(

yam rice, bak zhan, many many more~

later that night, the 1st outing.
gathering at little cafe, Muar :)
the water there are so little too~ just like the name of the shop. @@
know some new friends over there, Jomaine, christine kelvin and ah john.
nice to meet you guys. :D

this little girl very cute !
she know how to play fruit ninja !
am playing with her during the whole gathering when they were playing.....

"Bridge"
a new game taught by yk in kampar.
all of us are so addicted in it.
keep playing that while waiting for our foods during dinner every time. LOL
well seems like david and the gangs brought it back to their hometown too.
o.O

camwhore at the babe's house during that night~ :P
it is a must for girls what. :P

Day 2
out for food hunting around muar ! :D

the driver of the day. :D

pity ss, she's sick that day and she can't fully enjoy the delicacies we had.
but in the picture she doesn't look sick though. @@

while waiting for the traffic lights. :P

our 1st stop, fried prawn mee.
it's just opposite the popular book shop and beside the 贪吃街
taste like fried jawa mee for me~
but nice !:)

after that we went for 鸭面, around 贪吃街 too.
but i forget to take the pictures of it @@

o-jian.
i'm not a lover of this so i don't know how to rate this.
refer to my babes and gangs from muar better. :P

otak- otak !!
nice nice nice ! :D
i had lots of them over there.
it taste alot better than the steam version of otak ! this 1 is the barbecue version. :P

the satays.

everywhere also had this but the ketupat is the 1 i haven seen before.

maybe as got but it's just that i never at that before.

btw, the satays are not meat only. they have pig intestine being roasted just like satays. @@

the wan tan mee .
it taste different compare to my hometown's but i like the taste of it too. :)

Spotted, a couple was spying at us for a long time.
from the previous stall till here.
They even came to over table and told us that we were so blissful that we can eat so much at this kind of age.
o.O

Next stop after that, Tanjung.
actually it's just a park.
but with uncountable monkeys and a big river behind. @@

middle view of Tanjung.

not just the bridge to the river, there are still many of them beside the bridge. FML
scary monkeys.

still have cute 1 though.

this 1 really looked like those ah pek. the way it sit. LMAO.

any problem with you monkey ?
Standing so straight for ?? @@

after that, exercise timing around the park. LMAO

Dinner again at the stalls around Tanjung.

with ABC's , rojaks and 炸五香。

their rojak's are not just fruits,

they include 油条 and dao pok inside.

next time we can try it this way too! :D

ss said the angle of this seems like i finished all the food on the table~:DD

never thought that the park can be so big ! @@

camwhoring while waiting for david's call for the location for tea. :D

LOL.

i really thought that there are durians to eat later on.

as they are talking bout bringing me to the durians.

but at the end

the giant durian they mentioned. swt.
they ask me to take picture with it.
guess what ?
i accidentally knocked my head by the thorn of that stupid giant thing.
and this is why the picture taken was so funny.
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

I'm lazy about waiting for the photos to upload.
so continue the next post.
:D

Random

2011-03-29T04:15:00.001-07:00

Nothing much to post actually.

just posting this to keep my blog alive.

Finally the busy weeks are over.

just left one presentation to go.

oh ya

MUET

totally forget about that matter. LOL

how am i going to survive for that speaking test ?

it's just around the corner and yet we haven started any preparation.

o.O

a friend of mine got into the hospital yesterday.

just because of gastric.

don't take that as a small matter.

gastric can cause a person to be paralyzed !

oh my~

of course not only just due to gastric but still got other matter too.

but at least that is the starter for being paralyzed.

felt guilty that we didn't accompany her to the ipoh specialist.

so sorry and hope to hearing good news from you soon. :((

for the good news.

i'm going to visit Muar, Johor this weekend.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

thinking bout the chicken ball rice and the otak otak~~

i'm craving for that sooo loonnggg

kinda excited bout it.

i'm going to eat like mad over there.

purposely bring a camera back from my hometown to snap all the foods picta.

:DDDDDDD

even though i can't finish all the food, having the picta of it also better than nothing !!

hahahahahahaha.

Stay tune for food post~

:DDD

According To You

2011-03-23T02:14:00.000-07:00

Pissed.

2011-03-22T09:53:00.000-07:00

Fed up of waiting for your calls every time.

why must it always me to be the 1 who find you first ?

LOL

every time also like that.

your games are much more important than me is it ?

if it's because of your education i have nothing to say.

but you seems to be crossing the line.

and my limit.

i'm pissed.

you just keep give me empty promises.

just shut the damn mouth up and make an action or movement bout what you promise.

An action is better than your great intention to do a thing.

Btw,

stop complaining bout how worst i am.

i may be not as fabulous as those pretties out there but i'm not hideous.

i'm even better than bad looking.

and i'm not FAT.

PPL KEEP CALLING ME SKINNY OR EVEN CAN SAY I LEFT ONLY BONES OVER MY WHOLE BODY.

Don't keep ask me to learn from others bout what style they are wearing or what hair should i have.

i have my own style and my own way.

even though it's not perfect or as elegant or whatever like others.

you MUST like it since you chose me.

you may advice sometimes but not nagging me everyday bout how i wear and how others did.

that's like an order and i HATE IT.

I'm pissed off right now.

i won't wait for your calls ever again

i will never diet or hate my appearance.

i will NEVER EVER CHANGE WHO I AM FOR YOU.

screw you.

Sigh

2011-03-20T08:56:00.000-07:00

This will be a nasty post.

So just ignored if you feel that it's nasty.

is there still a cure for this ?

lol.

i'm having serious hair dropping problem.

i don't want to be bold in the age of 20.

thinking of cutting short my hair.

mummy said hair absorb much of the nutrient from our body.

so this means I'm not healthy.

FML.

I want to be slim

but healthy too.

sigh

seems like i couldn't have both.

:((

again

FML.

END.

GoodBye

2011-03-10T10:47:00.000-08:00

Bike sold.

thanks for the help from all my friends in fb

but i'm gonna miss the bike alot.

cause i sold my secondhand bike,

My red cassy.

Well, it did accompany me for so long,

Hope the new owner will treat her better. :)

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Life's terrible.

i'm facing insomnia recently.

i don't know the reason.

maybe is because of the assignment i faced and due dates are approaching.

especially law assignment.

HEADACHE WITH IT.

OH HELL I MUST FINISH IT TOMORROW

I'LL DO LAW ASSIGNMENT FOR THE WHOLE DAY TOMORROW !

i don't want to bring a heavy heart away with my trip :(

but yet i have to bring my notes along.

LACK OF TIME SERIOUSLY.

didn't do well in the mid-term.

kinda disappointed with myself.

With all the promises that i promised myself

but it seems that i just breach all the promises.

GOTTA WORK HARD GOTTA WORK HARD GOTTA WORK HARD !

finals timetable was uploaded too.

FML.

Finally for the 1st time having exam for 2 weeks long !

WWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

just updating recent life for this post.

Mostly with my wiwy babe because it's her camera and i don't have one.

NOT even a good mega pixel handphone.

FML.

after sing k session.

ipoh trip.

Credits to YK for bringing us there. :D

Yummy Yummy~

my favorite dessert ! <3

Ignore the black eye circles, we just had an exam on that morning.

camwhoring at ipoh parade.

showing my big face + big nose + fake smile

FML FML FML.

lifestlye exhibition.

Nice bamboo cardboard house.

and nice fake camera !

Going to bed now.

Trying to get some sleep.

LOL

i have to do law !

I MUST !

ARGH !

E-bike Selling

2011-03-01T09:30:00.004-08:00

Hey peeps

i'm selling my e-bike right now.

the bike that you are seeing inside this picture.

There is a new one and a second hand one.

The second hand one will be the bike in the picture above.

Being use for 1 year plus. (will be 2 years after this June)

can run max 40 km/h

Price will be around RM 700.

including the charger of the bike.

the price still can be negotiated.

if you are not interested in the 2nd hand bike

there is a new one too.

same model with the picture above but it is in blue color.

price will be RM1200.

Can be negotiated.

if you want your name on the car plate i can make it for you too

Any problems,question or if you are interested in it may drop me a comment with your email written in it too.

You may also message me in facebook. :)

* i'm just selling one of them not both.
reason is because after selling one of them i still need the other 1 for my days in kampar.
specially for uni purpose because it's my transportation to the uni. :)
so any1 interested in one of them please contact me asap.
1st come 1st serve.

Thanks alot.

Thank You.

2011-02-20T10:36:00.000-08:00

Unexpected.

Thanks for bring late valentine gift for me.

I'm just so surprise about what you gave me.

you made me feel awkward that i didn't present anything for you. :(

anyway, thanks for visiting me this weekend. <3

ps : but i still won't forgive you for gaming and throwing me aside ! :P

the unexpected gift. <3

the 1 that i cherish.

family, friends and now the love, i have them all. :)

Welcome to the family domo. :)

Done here.

Back to work,

double midterms and i haven start revision.

LOL.

Tones of assignments are killing me !

Ciaoz.

2011-02-09T02:15:00.000-08:00

This is the reason why i hate you so much.

Argh.

~~Valentines ? NAH.~~

Speechless.

Not Again.

2011-01-19T19:17:00.000-08:00

FML FML FML.

Not again this time.

LOL.

I'm fed up with these itchy rashes again !

last time it was just my calf.

now the hands and my thigh !

some around my calf agian !

argh !

WHY !!

i don't want to look like this for new year~

not even in campus !!

going to be insane soon bout this matter.

Double Tree by Hilton

2011-01-16T20:29:00.000-08:00

A trip to kl.

How's the trip ?

Normal.

How's the shopping mall ?

Sucks.

Why ?

Bought nothing back.

Where had you been to ?

Sungai Wang , Times Square, Pavillion.

Why didn't buy anything back ?

Couldn't find anything i really like or suitable for new year.

Pavillion : expensive till the max.

>> Kimchi Maggie mee : RM9.50

How's the hotel ?

Fantastic !

It's just so nice and classy.

Why ?

Because imma staying in Double Tree.

What is it special about that ?

It's apart from Hilton.

FYI : DOUBLE TREE BY HILTON.

That's the best part.

What do you enjoy the most in the hotel ?

The pool. I only have time for that. :(

What's so special about that ?

The pool is salty.

The water is just like the sea water, Salty.

Pictures taken ?

Only the pool.

Reason : Don't have nice camera or handphone.

My sista neither want to help me with it too.

She's lazy. o.O

Middle view of the pool.

The view of the tree n the middle. LOL.

Left view of the pool. It's the cafe. Opps, Name forgotten. :P

Right view of the pool. The hotel . To the lift part i think.

The slippers from my hotel room. See, Double Tree ! :3

My sis. She went to the gym and met me after that.

Lastly, Me. Have to Start dieting. Fatty hands. FML FML FML.

Had a bad cold right now.

Cause the pool water was freezing.

Ciaoz ppls.

Surgery Room

2010-12-23T09:15:00.000-08:00

I'm back peeps.

With a scar around my neck.

sigh.

Date : 21st of December

Time : 8.30am

Venue Kedah Medical Centre (KMC)

well i arrived late abit

almost 9am i think

but it's not a wrong decision

cause the ppl there made me waited for hours for the operation too

=.="

1st it was the blood test

well actually i was shivering that time

i'm kinda sick about facing blood and big needle.

well it's quite pain during the time the nurse taking my blood

2 bottles. oh my~

but compare it to the pain for the needle on the hand for the surgery

it's just the beginning man !

Next it's the x-ray and ultrasound.

well that's the safe part as no pain is needed.

but i did something that's kinda humiliating .

That is i wore the idk what does that call

some kind of rob i think

i wore it oppositely and i still not knowing it till the time when the nurse ask me to change it again for the operation.

i just knew that.

oh my~

and during the x-ray

without bra's on.

OMG.

and the doc taking the x-ray is a guy.

&^%$#@&^%$#

speechless.

after those procedures,

i have to check in to a room although i'm not overnight-ing in the hospital

cause i have to wait for the operation and it's also counted a day care i think.

the room.

Yucks.

i don't like it.

well i expected it to be better cause the fees here are quite expensive.

and i had to wait in the room from 11.30a.m till 3.30p.m for the operation.

i don't like that feeling really.

cause i was just so scared when i see the nurse keep passing by or coming in.

CAUSE I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GO FOR THE OPERATION.

the nurse even laugh at me for being so shock and scared.

PPL REALLY SCARE ABOUT IT MA. WHY LAUGH WOR. :(

well during the time i just can't stop nagging to my mum that i don't want to go for the operation.

Sigh.

Useless.

they say that's the best for me.LOL.

no choice.

even the bf came i also just can't stop disturbing him about how not willing am i to go for the operation.

and how fear am i for the whole thing. :(

Surgery time.

LOL.

it's not fun when you are lying on the trolley like that and being pushed to the surgery room.

it felt like i'm going to meet the Setan in the hell soon.

and when i was push inside.

1stly i thought i was already in the surgery room once i went inside.

but turns out i'm not.

there'still another room in there.

and the room is really scary.

but before going in, i'm being abandoned outside for the preparation.

and here comes the pain.

OUCH FOR THE STUPID NEEDLE THAT HAVE TO PUT ABOVE MY HAND.

THAT SERIOUSLY HURT MAN !

AND IT'S EVEN MORE HURT WHEN IT INJECT THE THING THAT LET YOU FAINT.

i told the doctor i was freaking out there.

so he suggested to let me be blur during the operation.

well the nurse inside was quite friendly.

but it doesn't help much.

i still end up crying like a child when i was being operating. :(

it was just so scary you know !

so suddenly they say ok start then pushed you into another room

full of those surgery lights and things.

just like what you saw in the dramas surgery room.

SCARY.

and when you heard the doc say take this ! take that !

i totally freaked out !

but in a sudden i lost my intuition and in a sudden i was crying like a child and the nurse have to hold my hands so that i don't move.

and luckily i was being covered with lots of towels on my face.

just not to witness the whole thing.

but the surgery room, i really dare not to forget that.

i even had a nightmare about the room that night after the surgery. o.O

guess i really went way too over ady.

well it was quite embarrassing cause i'm 19th and i still end up crying like a little girl for a small surgery.

*for them of course.=.=*

hope that i won't step into it again !

waiting for my report now.

27th will be back to get it.

hope everything is ok.

i don't want to go back to that scary room anymore !

anyway

thanks to the hubby for coming to the hospital to take over my parents to accompany me

although you do scared me alot be4 the surgery.

but i still appreciated your coming.

Hugs. <3 :)

Speechless

2010-12-20T05:55:00.000-08:00

Sigh.

things didn't go well.

in the end

i still have to face the fact after whole day of seeking info.

but yet listening to the truth makes me freaked out.

i'm freaking scare right now.

although it's just a small surgery and it's just the beginning

but i'm still scared.

what will happen after the examination of that thing ?

LOL.

feeling like being a white mouse for the whole surgery.

why i'm like emphasizing the whole small thing ?

you know what ?

you never know the feelings of the patient when you are not one of them

now i truly understand the meaning

no matter how many ppl telling you it's just a small deal or anything to cheer you up

for your own feelings.

you will be saying ,

"wtf it's easy for you to say since it's not you the 1 who's getting the surgery !"

hell yeah i know it's just a small 1

yet i'm still freaking out !

it's my neck ok ? and i'm not going to be in a fainted condition you know ?

so that really freaks me out.

beside

i hate the hospital

yea i don't have to stay but hello ?!!

i'm still going into the scary surgery room having a surgery !

what's the difference between that ?!

just want to express out all my feelings around here.

i'm freaking pissed off

can't say pissed

i'm just scared about the surgery that idk what's gonna happen next.

Sigh

19th !

2010-12-19T08:41:00.000-08:00

My lame title again

holiday is here !

and tones of fun is coming !

but wait

maybe not for me.

something bad happened to me.

actually it happen around half year ago i think but i'm just being so stubborn ignoring it

well wish me luck.

hope that it's not serious enough after the checking. :/

back to the topic

i'm back to my lovely little town.

for the next moral post that i promised

i'll post it when my lappie is done.

since all the photos are there and i'm not use to my dad's desktop or the little hp lappie to update.

o.O

oh ya

forgot to mention

i had disappeared from the network for 2 weeks because my lappie went SICK and i'm broke to fix it

so i decided to fix it after i came back here.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I'm finally 19th !

yeepee~

for the pass 3 days i just past my 19th years old birthday

and i'm glad that all my buddies remember it

the wishes and calls are warm for me.

really thanks alot. :)

besides that

out of my expectation

my moral group mates pop out for a sudden celebration with a cake at my house after the gathering

haha

really thanks a lot for making the day special.
:)
and specially thanks to wen dick too
for taking so much photo during that session and you made my e-bike cassy looked great !
:D
just gonna post some photos.
since all had been uploaded in fb and i've been tagged.
so check it out through there peeps.
:)

i love this picture alot. reason ?
My e-bike cassy shined like a star in this picture. :)

ok i know this pic looked funny but this is really my expression for the surprises they gave. :X

Our group photo with my e-bike~they love it so much~:D

muahahaha~
know why i uploaded this pic ?
cause i love my babe wiwy in this expression~
look cute what~at least i'm the only 1 who support this picta~XD
so i'm promoting it in my blog ! :D

say cheeze to the camera man ! :D

end up here.
blog next time when i'm free.
hope everything will be all right. :)
ciaoz ppls.
:)

Moral Campaign- Part 1

2010-12-03T01:02:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps

i'm back again to blog bout ma life.

well i often leave my blog dead as i don't have much things to blog about.

so the each time i blog,

there's something happen for sure.

and same as my title above.

Imma blog about my moral campaign.

Well for the theme of my moral campaign is diskriminasi.

so it's a kempen talking about our world discriminating cases such as

~ discrimination on gender

~discrimination on status

~discrimination on aids

~discrimination on races

~discrimination on criminals

and so much more

well those that i've listed out is the 1 that our campaign wanted to bring out the message

well all of us did drama and the campaign was a success 1.

great job teams !

especially to my group members and leader~

we did a great 1 last night and it will be a great memory for all of us.

well let the picta talks !

1st of all, my group members !

the 1st picture for our group for the moral writing assignments.

2nd photo of us after our campaign.

making fun version !

just took picture with you guys~

not time to take with others cause packing~

:'(

we are taking other groups props to take photo~ :D

the whole moral campaign group members.

well of course there are more pictures.

it's just that i haven get all the pics so i couldn't upload now.

:'(

i will blog again with all the pics for the next post.

stay tunned.

A letter to my Baby.

2010-11-18T03:57:00.000-08:00

To my precious Battery Bike,Cassy,

I'm really disappointed in you.

You pissed me off recently.

If i'm not mistaken, this is the 3rd time i bring you to see a doc.

You just past your 1st year birthday.

you are still young precious !

why you keep acting like an old woman ?

Remember for the 1st time you came, you shine the whole kampar.

every1 looked at you like you're a fancy superstar.

well you did your work well for the last year i know.

but i did fed you well to ok ?

i brought you to doc for body check often to refill your oil, and i did help you clean up almost everyday, sometimes per week too when i'm busy.

don't be so stingy pal , i'm busy for sometimes ok ?

Remember the 1st time you got sick, i even hire a specialist to our house to see you !

and it even cost me rm50 for just a stupid break of yours.

you should express your gratitude to me you know ?

and i know you did cause you moved faster compare to before but just for a few weeks

you turn back to the normal you.

and it's fine with me.

For the 2nd time you got sick, i don't have much money to hire a specialist anymore

and i even lost he's hp no since i lost my mobile phone.

i brought you to the doc cause idk how you break your wheel.

or indeed i'm the 1 who caused it.

i'm sorry but i had used my action to save you and made an apology to you.

i spent rm20 for your wheel ok ?

since you are so special,

to find you another wheel, i have to make an order with the doc.

i ordered another 1 for you to change to make you feel better.

do you see how i cherish you with my action by paying so much money for you ?

Yet you still disappoint me !

not even half year, around 2-3 months ,

Today, 18th of November, Thursday

again, idk how you broke your wheel that i save it for you.

wth is going on ??

you even turn more greedy in your daily consumption.

charging you for 8hours can't stand me 2 class for 1 day ?

LMAO.

Well, i really hope that this is the last time i sent you to the doc.

and idk this time how much will it takes again.

and FYI

i'm broke and so damn busy recently.

so can you stop pissing me off in the time like this ?

PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU PRECIOUS !

you are still young, still got 3 more years to go and idk what's going to happen next.

so be strong ok ?

Hope that you bear that in mind.

Xoxo.

Yours Truly,

Cassandra aka your owner.

who is freaking mad and depress with you right this instant.

Culture Night With 品冠

2010-11-05T23:05:00.000-07:00

Victor Wong Ping Kuan in UTAR !!

It's a Chinese Culture Night on the last Thursday night

and it's a GRAND and success one.

held at the sport complex of UTAR with 2 basketball courts + a football court.

Told by the emcee that there were 2+++ students attending the culture night

the main reason of course is

VICTOR WONG came to UTAR to perform !

I'm not a big fan of him but it's can't be deny that

His songs were nice !

The night that he sang that day, we can said that there are not much different from listening to the CDs

in fact, it's better than that !

Other than Victor Wong, there are other nice performance too.

At least i love the mixture of beat boxing and chinese orkestra

PERFECTO !

those beat boxers really got the talent to be Future DJ's

so do the emcees.

and the most important

FOOD CARNIVAL !

there are many stalls of foods, games and accessories

even some stalls still selling BB creams and so on.

you guys definitely can imagine how big it was.

Now let the pixies talks. We don't have a camera or a good pixel handphone.

So please don't mind bout the quality of it. ;)

i love the icon cartoon so much !

too bad didn't get the limited key chain of it. :(

our group picture.

ignore my sore eyes and black eye circles, i kinda like this one.

At least i look young finally !

after the night, we went to McD to meet with Addy that came down from setapak and supper.

Chatted for almost 2 hours i think.

and lastly

Camwhore pictures !

GIRLS ONLY, :P

Gahhhh...my face super dooper round. :(

Done here.

Gah....having Japanese class later,

さようなら。

Muscle Cramp

2010-10-25T09:58:00.000-07:00

Muscle Cramp !!

had a sporty Last Sunday, Badminton !

This is the 1st time i use my racket although i brought it here since the 1st semester during foundation.

Learn much too during the day.

Ps: since my badminton skill kinda weak. :P

Thanks to Culene for teaching me so much in badminton.

including those badminton match rules and so on.

Now i can start the game by hitting the shuttlecock nicely.

Muahahahaha~

It's also been so long i didn't have any exercise or sports

especially in Kampar.

Because of the wicked weather that idk when it will rain or shine like hell.

So after the match my hand started to shiver whenever i'm taking anything that have some weight in it

and the later today

i couldn't run or sit immediately !

Babe wiwy said feel like turning into old woman walking and sitting style.

LMAO.

Just hope that can keep it a habit that will go for sports or exercise every weekend.

KEEP FIT MARH. :P

Japanese Quiz Coming This Saturday !

Although it's kinda hard to catch up during lecture and tutorial

and hard to write,

but i'm starting to have some interest about it .

it's a good act i think.

At last,

have to go.

Class at 8am soon.

おやしめなさい。

さようなら。

Brand New Semester.

2010-10-19T01:05:00.000-07:00

It's the 2nd day of my new semester

and it's been quite tiring.

Because i will be having morning class since i change my timetable

I don't want to be a lazy worm and sleep till afternoon anymore!

New semester new start what~

It will be a busy semester for this once as it is a short sem

but me and my babe, wiwy choose to take 4 subjects.

we hope to be more hardworking and we don't want our timetable to look that empty.

This means that i have to start busy by like right now ?

but my mood haven move out from the holiday mood !

*sniiff*

Btw

i will be taking Pengajian M'sia and Pendidikan Moral for this semester.

My malay sucks.

during this morning, it felt awkward for me

This is the very 1st time i heard malay lecturer speaking all in Malay in Uni and i couldn't use to it !

The worst thing is

i'm sucks in sejarah and the P.M'sia is all about M'sia history.

i still can remember the fear for sejarah exam during 2ndary school.

I hate memorizing and especially it's in Malay + History

i just get a Lucky C6 in my SPM.

Fml.

Japanese language ain't easy too

i had attended the 1st lecturer class and all i remember is there are many words we like to call them " bean sprout" in chinese.

Hope i can understand more since i change my class to wiwy's class.

Ps: my lecturer is a Malay teaching Japanese.

i just dislike the way he talk because it's kinda blur and hard to catch up.

hope everything will be ok after changing.

Lastly.

Happy Birthday to you Jaroen Teoh !

Hope you have a blast one and enjoy your trip to kl.

We'll meet up after this semester break.

Relief.

2010-10-14T11:52:00.000-07:00

Finally

all the effort i put didn't fail me.

at least i achieve the minimum line i wanted.

finally i feel that the hair dropped previously are all worth.

thanks a lot.

it's just so unpredictable and unbelievable.

it's just a start.

There still will be many war after the first war end.

And i promised myself

i won't continue the attitude i had last semester towards my studies anymore

i will learn how to love the subject i hated and learn to solve things correctly.

I hope and i will do it !!

it's a must.

Babes, we will fight for the coming and coming war again !!

and this time we will do it better !!

prepare more "hua qi shen ca" for the battle ;)

To my hub,

i really hope you will do what you promised tonight.

I'll try my best to help you although it might be hard for you.

We'll solve it together ok ?

*Hugs*

To my parents,

temporary i didn't fail you guys.

i hope i won't got the chance to let you guys down.

and i will try my best to prove that i can make it better.

2.50a.m.

Done Here.

Family photo shooting at 9am and going back kampar with the hub this afternoon.

Hope everything goes on smoothly.

Ciaoz.

Boredom.

2010-10-14T11:33:00.000-07:00

It's 10.37pm

i'm still sitting in front of my lappie.

boredom just keep setting in.

That's the reason i'm freaking bored.

Lol.

Finished the war during the previous 2 weeks

and having a boring almost 1 month holidays.

kinda regret for not finding any job to earn money .

*sigh*

Have to wait for another semester break again.

Suddenly feeling that my life is kinda dull.

Not much entertainment, not much hanging outs and not much fun !

Even though i'm in uni,

my life is just like the ocean

it's just remain calm and not much waves or storms in my life

didn't join any proms in my uni nor any night

as it's all costly and i'm not willing to waste my money for that.=

is this a good situation or bad actually ?

and i'm kinda busy sometimes in my hometown.

Just realize that being an ahmad is not an easy job too.

gah
nothing to say.
Speechless.
End.
:(

I'm Lost.

2010-09-15T10:30:00.001-07:00

Freaking Depressed Right Now

It's 15/09/2010

3 day of final

and i'm feeling like dying more than continue-ing the war

I'm Feeling Lost

Every effort i put doesn't come with a good result

everything was just so unexpected

Well , i just can conclude that

Degree really has a big different compare to Foundation.

Extremely Big

1st day Management Principle already make me feel like dying

cause it's all about memorization power and i'm super dooper weak in it

so doom

i did try hard with my gangs, but i just can said that i tried my best to do it and no regret with the result that i will get

2nd day FAF I

the financial accounting framework paper 1

OMFG

everything

UNEXPECTED.

standard same as the pass year, but differ from tutorials ALOT.

Dun even know why the lecturers won't teach us according to the pass year standard.

Maybe this is why it call degree.

everything must have a change

everything you have to find it our all by yourself.

this paper , DOOM.

3rd day, QT I

the paper that i have the most confident that i can do well and cover back the other too

but i FAILED

the worst exam that i've ever did in maths.

i've made the wrong decision and lead my maths paper to death.

My confidence all lost right now.

and i start to doubt that

Putting so much effort doesn't mean that you will get good returns.

i'm just freaking down after the exam.

I've cried but it doesn't feel well neither.

i just felt so sorry to myself for making such mistake.

i don't want fail.

no, i don't like C neither.

i don't expect to be perfect but neither being worst.

i just want myself to be better.

I felt sorry to myself and parents that i never being the top once in my life.

the worst feeling that keep surround me is

I fucking don't like being look down by others.

i don't like being compare to others.

sometimes even your closest person may do that to you too.

and it hurts.

i've did my best to get what i want to prove.

but if i failed, i don't deserve to be look down too.

cause at least i tried.

Shoulder please. Seriously i need 1 now, especially you hub. <3

No Choice.

2010-09-03T05:25:00.000-07:00

My next sem timetable

no Choice

it has to be that way.

Because i don't want to take Tamil language.

The Uni cheated us.

Those course structure written thai languange too but in reality there aren't.

French language just 3 classes included tutorials.

LOL.

not even 1 day all fulled.

Luckily we still manage to get the Japanese language.

Yea. Luckily.

It's really not fair to us Accounting student who are the last 1 to choose.

Just leaving those shit time for us to choose and yet it take around 5 hours with ppl's help to get this shit timetable.

Gah....no choice.

Who ask, Utar , My Fxxking Choice.

Ipoh Trip

2010-08-10T00:51:00.000-07:00

Weeeeee~

finally i had finish all my academic presentation and mid term

and now we have to prepare for the coming final in this September

will nonono~

MUST do earlier revision for this time

i don't want to let my parents down

back to the topic

in order to release stress after the day of combo exams

went to Ipoh yesterday with the gang of 1115

at least part of

since half of the gang went to kl during the same day for the pc fair

but we do have fun too in ipoh

and confirm lower cost than them

at least for the transportation

according to the plan
we should be moving out at 2pm
but as we are all lazy and slow bugs
in the end we start our journey at 3 smtg
reach there around 4 but due to no parking and wrong road chosen
it's already 4 smtg almost 5
bad traffic during Sunday around Jusco in Ipoh.
o.O

back to the plan
after buying the tickets for our movie
1st Stop, Mc D !
that's a must for us coming ipoh as usual
but things are going to change soon
because
Mc Donald is coming to Kampar !
:D

since GCB is a hot topic for Mc D recently
all of the gangs ordered it except me
haha
got a reason for it but not telling
:D

Camwhore section~

the gangs took by Wiwy

just realize that this is my 1st outing with my babe, Wiwy

camwhore including david in it~

ignore our dark circles around the eyes, we suffered for 3 midterms in a day the day be4.

2nd Stop, Shopping !

we separated into 2 gangs since we don't want to bored the guys

since me and wiwy were broke,

we didn't shop for clothes actually

we shopped for skin products

just hope we can be more fairer and for the pimples scar fade away !

3rd Stop : Movie !

Salt !!

Angelina Jolie !

she's so damn SEXY in the movie!

i'm addicted to her now

i like her after she darken her hair

i mean her act

she's just way so cool in it

but i still prefer blonde Evelyn Salt

cause it's more suitable for her

more charming maybe

but black's hot :)

see ?

hot hot hot !:D

btw the movie was nice !

i do like spy movies much

and what a sudden surprise

We met the couple, Bryan and his gf in the cinema

Ssswweeeettttt Couple

Finally

The Luck had come

all of the previous unsuccess ptptn loan all approved

Full Loan !

48 k !

Yeepeeee

don't have to worry bout no money to study anymore !

hope everything goes on smoothly till the end

Good Luck !

Random

2010-07-26T07:46:00.000-07:00

There's nothing much to update recently

because my life was just freaking DULL

just full of assignments and test and presentation

so that's the reason for my blog not being updated recently

because update those kinda things makes feel that my blog will be freaking DULL too
and i don't want that to happen
:D

hope to take part in more events
but the time and the money problem make me couldn't make my wish
well
there are quite a number of event actually
but it's just that i don't have the time for it
for example bon odori is organised around ipoh last saturday
well
i couldn't make it since i had a discussion with my groupmates
since the due date for the assignment is today !
but heard that it ain't fun either
compare to shah alam's bon odori i think

there are many prom nights too
well i'm not joining it for the reason
1. no friends are going and if that happens, it's gonna be way bored
2. no money, attend one prom cost around 30 smtg and it's already consider expensive to a jobless person like me
hope to find some flexible part time
if not i'm gonna be broke sooner and later !!
ps : my pocket money for my surviving day in kampar is insufficient ok ??
i don't have extra money for entertainment except if i save it from my food. =.="
3. no dress, well, the no money reason links to this reason i think
no money >> no nice dress >> no make up sets >> no balls or prom!

besides that
in such a time
i'm addicted to a movie, one piece
lol
it's not a good time for movie addicted as there are so many things to be done
i can watch it till 3am ++
gotta change this bad habit if not my face's gonna be supper dooper pail and old !
i don't want to look old in the year of 19 !

will till here i stopped.
going back as , my hometown after 2 more weeks
and going kl again after the week back hometown
hope to have some new things and pics for future post
:D
oh ya

although this is not my 1st presentation in UTAR but it is for this degree year

and this is the 1st picture i took with my groupmates for all formal wear

kinda regret why i didn't take any of it during my foundation year

hmmm

it's not late to start now too right ??

degree life just begin, still got 3 more years to go

The Worst Week Ever

2010-07-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

Dear bloggie,

i will be complaining about how unlucky i am for todays topic

this week is the worst week i had ever !!

1stly, as you guys can see throiugh my facebook and tweeter even msn PM

I DROP AND LOST MY PHONE

AND IT'S A NEW ONE

JUST USE IT FOR 2 MONTHS MORE AND I LOST IT

LOL

how can i ever describe my fate about using new handphone

if you know me since last year

i drop my new phone that i use for 3 months ++ inside a a shopping mall's toilet at as
got a thought of
i will be not able to use new hp as i will be keep dropping it !!
oh my !!
i will nvr want this to happen !!
i still want to get a blackberry when i'm rich !!
:'(

Week 8 reach
having presentation at this Wednesday
must finish everything in time
and the due date for management is really approaching !
haven start ??!!
gah !!!!
having management principle and fim exam this coming saturday
i feel like the days gonna end soon
know why ??
I'M SUPER DOOPER WEEEAAKKK IN MEMORISING.
I HATE MEMORING.
A LOT.

GOD BLESS ME PLEASE.

Happy Birthday Granny !

2010-07-11T08:10:00.000-07:00

that's my little sis,Joejoe running from towards my lovely grandma for help.LMAO

Happy 81st Birthday Ah Po !!

sad that i couldn't make it for the celebration because i'm having mid-term exams

i miss my grandma much !!

and thanks for my cousie,Ariel to tag this picture in facebook for me

hahaha

yea...the angel from heaven

saving us from being tortured or punished by the devils (dad and mum)

i used to do that too when i was young

because that's the only place that save me from being beaten by my mum

bringing 4 of us 2 the sundry shop for ice-cream

bring 4 of us to the playground opposite during evening time

and many memories more

for 4 of us

Kinda homesick now.

but i couldn't go back.

Because of midterms and assignments

Midterms on Saturday !!!!

*sad*

Out of Time

2010-07-08T10:18:00.000-07:00

times running

keep running and running

it wouldn't stop by to wait for you to hesitate what you want to do

so just rush your freaking foot to catch up those times

lol

Just done my part for the accounting framework assignment

going to start my 1st presentation this coming week 8

still got 1 more assignment to go

frankly said i haven touch anything about it

due date is the coming week 8 too

FML !

it takes me almost a day to finish up just a tiny part of the previous assignment

lol

lack of concentration because of facebook addicted

i can't find a reason bout why i keep refreshing it too

even though there are nothing much to see and i seldom update status etc

strange

o.O

having midterm on this saturday

sigh

gotta hold on the management assignment till this saturday

have to study for microecon 1st

2 more chaps to go

and many memorization power needed here

HELP PLEASE !

:'(

i really kinda hate this kind of busy assignment life actually

sometimes it may be fun

but the point of me hating it is i will be suffering from constipation once i'm busy

lol

couldn't help it no matter i ate or drink

and the worst part

i will be popping pimples again when i'm constipate

FML again !

my right cheek was full of small tiny scars because of the previous constipation in sem 2

and yet haven recovered

damn sad larh wei !!

:'(

and now it starts again !!

having a huge 1 on the same right cheek

really disapointed with my skin recently

hope this 1 won't left scar for me.

PLEASE I BEG YOU DEAR PIMPLES

STAY AWAY FROM ME !!

Cassandra

Kl Trip

2010-07-05T22:03:00.000-07:00

Week 6 started !!
Due Date of Assignments coming nearer
And so Does the Midterm~
Having MicroEconomics Midterm this Saturday
sigh
have to start study later.
:(

Since busy weeks are approaching
i decided to find small shrimp last week since we can't meet for around a month i think after this
@@
Kinda have fun in kl
as always
cause there are many nice foods there
:D
i had been suffering in kampar because of dieting
that's why i'm really looking forward for this trip as small shrimp promised to bring me out for nice foods
yeppeee~
XD

1st stop, Nando located in Jusco
well known with it's Roasted Chicken i think
well
i do like it because you can choose how spicy you wan
of course
i take the most spicy 1, Extra Hot Peri-Peri
as i'm a Super Spicy Hollic
:D
Check it out through the photos below
you may love it
at least i did
:)

Small shrimp's Burger as he tried be4 the chicken ady
Not really "dai" for ordering this lorh
:X
inside the burger
:X
Mine !
*Muahahahahaha*

The price in here is quite reasonable actually
but the beverages are quite expensive
sigh
mou kai larh...since you ordered spicy food you sure need water or juice too right ?
:/
my tired face *sigh*
childish larh wei~==

The Next day
went to Times Square as i nvr been there be4 since my every visit
Plan to watch a movie but the que for the movies are too long
and my Twilight-Eclipse haven show up yet
so we cancel the plan and went for food again~
forgot the shop name ady
just remember the shop is just beside the GSC counter
it's a chinese delicacies shop
this is mine, 湿奶油鸡饭
didn't take small shrimp dishes as it's just normal fried rice
not so worth larh
:'(

do some shopping at Times Square
Get a jacket and a polo shirt
Thx Small Shrimp
:D

Done Posting.
Gotta continue my homework.
Have to Start my assignment at 3pm
:/
Ciaoz

Cassandra

Imma Back !!

2010-06-01T04:35:00.000-07:00

Bla Bla Bla

it's been a long time i didn't updated my blog because of

**LAZY**

well

i'm not going to tell anything happen around me for the past few months

as i'm LAZY

and i couldnt recall much from it

There won't be much pics either cause i'm suffering for internet problems around kampar

and laptope problem when i'm at my hometown

sorry if any inconvenient was caused.:P

I had started my degree for around 3 weeks

in UTAR

as you guys know

well

i think i'm the only girl left from my 2ndary school in perak campus

since my bff,rou abandoned mewent to Sg Long Campus at Klang, MidValley

hope you do enjoy your life there.

Apparently..

degree was hard than i thought man !

it's quite tiring and guess what ?

It's also kinda FAR from my house to class

westlake till Block H/I

and i had change from feeding my baby bike per week to 3 days/feed

don't dare to see the bill for electric for now

Apart from that,

there are some good news too

i do enjoy my life for now with my lovely friends at here

especially during birthdays

because for our gang

we will be celebrating 19th for each of us with creams and water balloons war

as the last celebration for our age began with 1 !

Since there are nothing to do to celebrate birthdays at some kampung place like here

so we Made Our Own Celebration

Of course

Happy That i'm Still with you small shrimp

thanks for bringing me to many places i nvr been through for lunch and dinner

thanks for asking out my buddies along with us as i wish to meet them

thanks for bringing laughters for me

although you often bully me

Fight foods with me (Give me back my kfc !!)

Keep Complaining That I fat and Bla Bla Bla

but nvm

you will get it from me 1 day when i mastered all your speaking skills

I'm Praying Quite Hard for that day

to Defeat you my dear Hubby

Muahahahahaha

*evil smile*

time to go.

will try to update recently

btw

1 last things

what are your comments about blog ?

is it about blogging your daily life ??

expressing your anger ??

writing your feelings ?

or blogging bout the theories of life ?

or sharing info with friends and your love 1 ??

Hmmm..

I wonder.

xoxo

Cassandra

Confusing.

2010-03-30T06:35:00.000-07:00

wow

life's often like that

when there's nothing happen

we'll complain that's way to boring

when many things happen

we'll complain that it's killing us and too much things to think about

TRAUMA NOW

argh

Firstly and mainly the trauma i'm facing now

my future

finally i decided to stay for accounting

but here comes another problem

there are 2 types of accounting courses offer by UTAR

the 4 years program and the 3 years program

stated that the 4 years accounting program is design out purposely for the MIA

**MIA= Malaysia Institution Accountancy

still not confirm that it include ACCA or not but confirm you can apply for MIA

and the lecturer said that

since we are in M'sia

although after getting all those ACCA's paper we confirm can get into the MIA too

but the difference is that

the ACCA paper was just like an extra for us in M'sia

at the end we still will be using the MIA cert to sign or anything

in Malaysia

Sigh

Confusing

and the problem is

i don't want to leave kampar!

i don't want to go to sungai long!

i like the nice campus here although the life here's quite boring

but at least it's more peace compare to kl right?

sigh

i don't like city life that much

it's kinda rushing for everything

at the end

which 1 should i choose ?

IT"S CONFUSING

argh

Cassandra

feeling like all the effort i did was just a waste

it ain't help in our relationship

all i have to do now i just like what you said

walk down as long as we can

i tried my best

did you ?

did you ever give yourself and me the chance ?

why i keep feeling like you didn't even try be4 and just keep on rejecting to accept it ?

did you ?

Update.

2010-03-26T22:28:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time i didn't touch my blog again

because there are nothing special or anythings to write about these days

so i'm now just updating what have i been doing these days

to Update my Blog

these days just as usual days

just sometimes busy bout the assignment awhile

if not i'm just off to class or on9-ing whole day

boring~

well~

i just came back from my hometown 2day

went back because it's my ex-school's hari gerko

actually the motive i went back is to get back my original spm sijil

but unfortunately every teachers and even principles are all busy

no time for us

wow~

we can see that it's a success 1

it's just sadly i didn't take some pics of it

kinda lazy

after that meet up with my buddies

went to starbox and sing k with them

nothing much actually

finance exam on April Fool~

what a fool~

LOL

god bless me

as i'm weak in it~

argh~

ciaoz

Cassandra

Happy Birthday.

2010-03-14T10:16:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st Birthday My Birthday Boy
:)

took this pic while waiting for the food
at KLCC, top floor , Spice of India

12/03/2010
my boy's 21st birthday.
well of course as a girlfriend
i should go up to celebrate with him
and i did it
:D
and guess what i bring for him from kampar
Cupcakes!
:)
hope you really like it

actually got 2 boxes of cupcakes
but i just take the picture of 1
haha~
nvm
at least you know and you got it ady
:D
+ a contract and a birthday card

sadly
i didn't achieve my goal
you didn't happy till cry for what i have done
:(
but nvm
still got next time
just hope you really have the best memories bout us
:)

these 3 days
i did enjoy my day with my boy
1stly the 1st day i reach
klcc~:D
watched Alice in the Wonderland in 3D and taken our dinner at an Indian Restaurant
nice
:D
took outside the park in klcc~
:)

the next day~
we plan to study from afternoon till night
but at the end failed because of his house toilet paip burst
==
and his friends came here to fix it together
=="
and that day
had dinner with his relatives
omg
i felt way so nervous that night
because i haven meet his parents but his relatives 1st
kinda strange for me
but i enjoy the meal and the night with his relatives
:D

lastly
LOL
normally it's a girlfriend job to take care of her boy's face or anything
but it's a little different for my situation
see these pics ?
My boy take these for me and ask me must apply it to save my face
wow
still got mask tim
LMAO.

Cassandra.

Cry- Kelly Clarkson

2010-03-03T09:05:00.000-08:00

If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride
and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yeah what do I care
If they believe me or not
Whenever I feel
Your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry
Cry

Late Post.

2010-02-26T08:03:00.001-08:00

it's been a long time since my last post

i know

after exam i got tried to blog at my hometown

although i'm having holidays as my sembreak started

but it ain't for the life at my hometown

i'm super busy during this sembreak!

my parents throw me to in charge my home for about 5 days as they went to macau for holidays

without bringing us along

and throwing me at home to become Ahmad

although i don't want but i still have to

imagine during holidays you have to wake up at 7am to fetch your "cute" little sista to school?

start from 2ndary,primary and kindagarden

not only that~

in the afternoon you have to fetch them back

bring them to my grandma's house for lunch

afternoon tuitions

night tuitions

fetch my grandma back 2 my house to stay with us

daily house chores

argh

imagine that half of your time is in the car driving up and down,east to west of the town

it wasn't a big deal huh?

ok try another one

imagine that in these journeys

A KID keep on crying,

ANOTHER KID keep yelling

A TEENAGER keep on changing those loud and super noisy songs that you don't have mood to listen to those at that time

and THE DRIVER is having SORE THROAT don't have voice to scold 3 of them and yet need to concentrate in driving!

well

i felt luckily that it just caused me sick of it but not insane YET.

ok done with the frustrated part during these days

now lets rewind to the 1st day of cny

well this year's new year crashed with valentimes

but luckily i get to celebrate both of them

after coming back from my relatives house

my boy came to my house to meet my parents

luckily my parents didn't give any bad comments about him

success~:)

after that we went out for movies but sadly it's full

so we decided to go bungalo to have a drink and chat

well

he did shock me,calling 1 bucket of beer and it's just the 2 of us!

at the end,i just drink 1 cup of beer and i ordered another ice-blended vanilla as i can't stand drinking it

and he really drink 3 bottles of tiger and the last bottle he gave it to a friend that just met at there

SWEAT =="

after the 1st day of cny

me and my boy also hang out quite often

we even drive to penang although we don't know the roads in penang

i brought a map along the journey

but it ain't help cause...

i don't know how to see a map and i don't understand where we are that time

we were just keep on turning here and there and finally we decided to go to the easiest place

Queensbay mall

had our "lunch+dinner" at kim gary and shop awhile

wanted to watch movie but sadly

there's a long queue so we decided to go back as to watch

when we reach as,there's also no ticket for movies too~

and at the end

the best way

he went to my home again and we chit chat + watch movie at home

easy

during this new year

sadly my face turn worst

many pimples came out this time

and i don't know why

that's why me and my boy didn't took much pic

and i think just let me delete till left 1

and we are both super tired..our eyes shows that~
o.O

for this sembreak i'm sorry that i didn't attend any of my class or friends gathering
i missed the 5F1 class gathering as i went to thailand and otw back it's having a heavy traffic jam so sorry cause chih jun is going taiwan soon and i miss the last gathering that he organised
sigh :(
but luckily i still met swee qin yesterday it's been a long time i didnt see her or went out with her
we went to bali for dinner and she accompany me to fetch my sister
but no pics were taken sadly because of my face was ruined. :(

well for this year cny don't know what's going wrong in my dad's mind he suddenly bought back some fireworks for us to play
actually it's for my sis and we big sista just go and kacau and play too
LMAO
see pics better :P

i like the sparkles!
joe joe playing finally
she scared it for the 1st time
joe joe take 2
this 1 not that nice~>< 3rd sis jie lin playing
2nd sis wen lin playing~LOL
joe and mum~funny mama~:D
oh my i didn't realize that there are so many sparkles.@@
prepare to start sparkling!:D

and lastly
me the eldest with sparkles~:P

share till here
will blog after i back to kampar and get my laptop repair
ciaoz
:D

Cassandra

Countdown

2010-01-26T04:57:00.000-08:00

Coundown-ing

44 days to go

to celebrate birthday with you

14 days to go

to enjoy CNY and celebrate Valentines with you

6 days to go

War of Foudations Studies May Intake, Sem 2 Begins

3 days to go

1st month of anniversary coming

Conclusion~

I Happy

I Nervous

I Scared

I Worry

and lastly

I miss you badly.

Cassandra

2010-01-23T05:32:00.000-08:00

STUDY STUDY STUDY

this word keep on appearing in my mind

but what for if it just appear in your mind but not in action?

it's that the end of the day?

just left 1 more week for us to study

final exam approaching us

nearer and nearer

day by day

haven fully prepare

can't memorise can't remember

is it the end?

i really hate memorising subjects

no numberings at all

that makes me boring

Slept for 3 times for just 1 lecture

LOL

don't even know whether i got remember those words or not

sigh

Sometimes just hope time pass faster

but sometimes just hope time can turn back to a few weeks or just stop by for 2 or 3 days

Please Stop Daydreaming

Come back to Reality

Countdown-ing 8 days

Final's here

Doom man.

Really Doom.

Cassandra.

Finally.

2010-01-14T20:50:00.000-08:00

listening to wiwy's recommended song

Cry Me Out

addicted too

2day is my last presentation

finally

every presentation end!

finish!

WEEEEEEE

it's time for final

haven started my revision

gotta start later if not i can't catch up

anyway

all the best to all my buddies

had enjoy a wonderful 3 hours dinner with my gangs

as usual

hope that we can get the same timetable for the coming sem

nothing to say much recently

maybe i won't be updating so often due to the final

coming back after exam chinese new year i think

or when i'm super stress and i need a place to release my stress

ciaoz guys

ps: i miss you so much~:(

you know who you are.

Cassandra

2010-01-08T20:51:00.000-08:00

just back from my home sweet home
:)

it's glad to be at home
a warm place to be when you need care
a safe place for you to be when you need help
and it's a place that no1 will never leave you alone

that's call home sweet home

weee

during this weekend

i have quite lots of fun

especially with him

we went out for movies with my sis and rou

AVATAR super nice!

all of us enjoyed the movie

although this is the 2nd time he watched it

before the movie,

both of us went out dating awhile

it's quite funny as we don't have things to do

so we end up playing bowling at pacific

laughters not stop

LOL

but i really enjoyed it

well

nothing to write much actually

had fun with my family too

as they keep on asking and asking

got bit regret telling them about him

just hoping that i didn't make the wrong choice

looking forward to this chinese new year

Cassandra

testing

2010-01-04T05:52:00.000-08:00

Show encrypted text

Photoshoting.

2010-01-04T01:19:00.000-08:00

previously me and rou helped gz, my ex-classmate in his wpd assignment by being their model

well
i just get those photo's today
and i'm quite dissapointed in myself
sigh
no potential to be a model at all!!
sad
:(
pics tell everything
sigh
see pics better
:(

kinda sad with those pic
:(
but i know gz them try their best ady
anyway
i enjoy the process larh
:)
1st time being model
but i think no more next time
till i learn to be a good posture
:D

Cassandra

Presentation

2010-01-03T09:44:00.000-08:00

it's going to be 2am soon
having class at 8am
lol
just left 4 hours to sleep
kinda worry bout 2mr's presentation
i hope everything will be fine and run smoothly
not like our presentation last week
as it ain't go smoothly as we want to
:(

this sem's presentation didn't go well as last sem
well
i'm not afraid of presenting in front of public last sem
as i present till i ady use to it
but this sem don't know why
those rumbling, hands shaking had come back to find me
quite worried bout presentation

hope everything will be fine soon
good luck to everyone that are having presentation
all the best
:)

Cassandra

Broke~

2010-01-01T07:57:00.000-08:00

As the title above
i'm officially broke.
LOL
2 weeks of shopping really cost me much.
this is the 1st time i spent so much in shopping
total up really got bout rm300
many say shopping's fun
i enjoy the part of watching so many pretty things and clothes
but when you do the payment part and looking at the price part
that makes me suffer like hell
all so expensive
argh!
over budget!
:(
going to have maggie mee for the rest of the days in kampar!
:(

well
pictures explain everything
here are my RM300

these are from kl 1U's kitschen
i like the brand so much
because the cutting of the singlets are pretty
straight away buy 3 same cutting but not same color back
o.O

i just shopped at an outlet in 1 U due to not enough time
because of smith's sudden arrival and bring us all for dinner
and going round and round around KL
from PJ to Setapak, back to PJ and go Sunway and back to PJ again
sick of his car
although it's very wide behind his car (wajah)
but his driving technics was driving me dizzy
and staying in the car for bout 2 hours
come on
who also will feel headache right??
+ not enough sleep
conclusion
*GG*

just reach kampar around 2 that day
rou's bf, J come and fetch us back
so sudden they say want to go ipoh for lunch because there's nothing to eat at kampar
LOL
went to jusco for MCD and here comes this high heel
RM79
*heartbleeding*
because i seldom buy something that expensive and the worst is
after buying it
i saw someone wearing it to presentation yesterday!
argh!!
luckily it's just not the same colour with mine
she took black while i choose blue
don't even know will i regret after choosing it because it's a bit hard to match clothes
but at least i suit it
:D

went to ipoh today
01/01/2010
what a memorable day
and we did something that will let us remember it forever!
hahaahahhaha
wiwy you really miss it
but we hope that you enjoy yourself in segamat too
:)

today's special
went to jusco and ipoh parade
it's my 1st time there
there are not much branded outlets but many boutiques
and it's expensive
since i can't get myself a branded bag that i like and affortable (no discount for bags)
so i bought 1 from the boutique and it cost me for rm71.10 too!
sigh
i will be killed by my mum if she know this
o.O
around rm180++ here
*crack sound*
*heart bleeding again*

and here comes the story
when we are coming back from ipoh
the bus we took back was scary and the driver + the person who sell the tickets are horrible
fierce and no manners at all
and the bus
because of that insane driver
driver so fast don't know why and keep on cutting cars
and get horn by a myvi too
LOL
besides that
that bus makes me worry that it will cracked or split into several pieces
as the cracking sound was so so so loud!
o.O
we don't dare to ask the driver drop us at new town
after we reach old town
we can't contact the taxi's too
so at the end
don't know who's insane idea and all of us got insane too
we WALKED BACK TO NEW TOWN AND WESTLAKE HOMES
took bout 50 minutes like that
it's really a memorable day for 01/01/2010
the craziest thing that we had done
for the special day
:D

Cassandra.

The End of 2009

2009-12-31T02:31:00.000-08:00

it's going to be a long post today
because it's seems to be way way way too long since i updated my blog
i neglected it since i finish that webpage assignment
well of course
many things happened and many memories had been created throughout these days
lets start it of from here
:)

25/12
12.ooam
having beer + rushing assignment at 1185~
we did enjoy the hole night
actually i didn't finish my little "tin" of carlsberg
but wiwy,ss and the others did finish the whole "BOTTLE" of heineken
NOT FAIR
and after just drinking not even 1/4 of it
my face ady start changing into a red apple
LOL
gotta learn how to drink soon if not it's embarassing while drinking with others
o.O
we chit-chat and listen to rock musics till bout 5 something in the morning
and hui yin was abit drunk i think
hahahahaa
her funny action and "words" that she did and spoke still non-stop recalling in my mind
:D
because of the press conference
i didn't sleep the hole night for that day as i promise to go genting with my ex-classmates and family
so i have to sacrify my night to do the press kit, the names, and the wordings for the background
finally it's done
;)
my press kit
i just left the logo and the name on it
;)
it's a magic wank!:D
the board that i had designed and made
:D
with some help from my group members of course
but sadly
the presentation didn't go as well as we planned
sigh
:(

morning 10am
started my journey to genting with my parents and my parents friends
it's been a long time i didn't meet Peter Uncle and his daughter ady
he is still that friendly and funny as usual
:D
we went to ghotong jaya 1st to put theirs and my family's luggage at the apartment booked
and rest for bout 2 hours
around 7 smtg like that only i reached genting
==
well
let someone waited for me so so so so so long
haha
for bout 4 hours he said
so sorry larh
hehe
:p

after meeting him
i get the room number from my friends and went to find them
well
i choose to stay with them because i want to spend a night with them
actually
we guys slept at 5 smtg
because of my marketing assignment!
argh
gone for holidays also need to bring a laptop around for assignments
LOL
took some pics with them
:)
jayson taking the photo
:D
hohoho...money money come!:D

29/12
it's quite a special day
because
i'm no longer single anymore
:D
the place that you drop is the place that you should get back up
well
it's a challenge for me again
because it's a long distance relationship
but yet i still will try my best ba
why i choose him?
well..maybe his sincerity i think
chasing me for so long
lol
and i kinda like to chat with him
as both of us always boom each other
haha
i think i'll be a pro soon in 2010~:D
anyway
a new start
:)
at least there are some reason for me not to hate December anymore
:D

01/01/2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS
went out with wiwy,ss and the gangs again
haha
many friends owed my beers !
Ivan and Ah Keong
remember to bring heinieken back for me and wiwy
:D
we didnt have beers tonight as we didn't plan earlier
but we are going to go ipoh shopping later 8.30am
JUSCO
branded clothes~shoes~everything~SALES!
i'm coming!!
i have many things to buy as i don't have time to buy before new year
mostly my final will be around 29/01 till 11/02 i think
sigh
chinese new year soon
so gotta buy now!
@@
but indeed
we have many funs when we walk to and back from the lake by greeting everyone there
Happy New Year~
:D
and watching merlyn "high-ing" too!
hahahahhahahaha
great night
;)

Lastly
it's the end of 2009 and the beginning of 2010
wishes??
hmmm
score in my foundation and every coming semester
reach my goals
change my personality
(i want to be you ge xing~ :D)
NOT having LCLY Group members again!
(ps: kinda frustrated with that)
and lastly
enjoy my days with my family, buddies and the 1 i care
;)

New Year,New Start
Again
Happy New Year guys.
;)

Cassandra
xoxo

Done WPD.

2009-12-22T21:28:00.000-08:00

it's already 1.29pm
and i just wake up
slept at 10am just now
but this time not because of insomnia
it's because 2day is our webpage designs due date
be4 12pm
that's why
i don't get to sleep whole night again to keep on editing the report and supervise the webpage to be posted online
finally we done it
but sadly the 1st photo and our background music can't come out
*sad*
and on the contact us part
MY PICTURE CANT COME OUT!
*double sad*
:(
and i think me and my leader forgot something
that is the index !
we didn't drag it out!
argh!!!
NO EYES SEE
@@
but at least finally finish another assignment again
:)

coming on this week i'm going to have 1 important presentation and 2 assignment submission again
ARGH
the worst is all on Monday and my things aren't prepare yet
and this weekend is christmas!
we are going for holidays man
*sigh*
that's why i think i don't get to sleep again for 2night and 2mr
wish me luck
hope that i can finish the preparation for the PRESS CONFERENCE smoothly
:(

these feel days didn't feel like eating at all
or can say i don't even have the appetite to eat
every lunch i ate all just 1 tiny bite of rice and the meats then i put aside ady
finally last night
or can say this morning 6am i went to mamak with wiwy,ss, ah pang and david
i could finally finish 1 plate of maggie goreng
and half of the roti canai
+ 3/4 of teh tarik
but after that when i go back to their house to continue our work
my heatbeat ran fast and i get a stomache
ENDURE IT TILL FINISH ALL THE THINGS
after i reach home
*sigh*
i just can't stop going toilet and till now
my stomach just can't stop rolling
:(
what happen to me recently?
*sigh*

ps: buddy,i hope that i can face you and him..but it's abit hard when it's just start..
temporary i think i still can accept you..but whenever i saw him
i just can't stopped myself from running away from you guys
and i just keep on having the feeling that he hates me a lot for now
dont feel sry to me
it isn't anyone's fault in this kinda situation
just hope that you didn't choose wrong this time
and bare me these days pls
things takes time..
i'll recover soon but it really takes time.

Anyway
still need to thanks to wiwy and ss
for accompanying me so much these days no matter what time
haha
love you guys
xoxo
:D
so do you larh tweety
although you just find me once
:P
after this busy week
LETS PLAY FRISBEE AGAIN!!
the coming wednesday!
yay!
:D

Cassandra

Insomnia

2009-12-21T03:12:00.000-08:00

Insomnia the hole night
why?
don't ask again
don't even want to think much about it
sigh

just for post to release my feeling here
not happy
sad
but i don't know what's the true reason why i do
to my buddies
can tell me why ?

I really don't wish to care bout it anymore
it's over for so long time ago and i don't know why i still can let go the past
i don't know what and why am i persevering in actually
i hope that i just can save those past as a memory and let it store inside the deepest place in the CPU of my mind
and never come out again

thx for the advices from my darling and ss
yea..
i need to learn how to ACCEPT the fact.
It may be tough..
but yet i still need to try.
Rou said..
maybe this is a chance to let me forget and find another
yea it's time
but i don't really feel like having another 1 anymore
really
till the day that i turn tougher and stronger
i really really do need a change

Anyway,really thanks to my TA14 gang for that cute little doggy
it really helps comforting me alot
love you guys
xoxo

Cassandra

Sweet 18

2009-12-15T21:32:00.000-08:00

it's been a long time since i updated my blog
recently quite busy with those assingnments
because all the due date's are around the corner
now it's already week 9
coming the week is going to be week 10
and the due date of my assignments
especially my webpage!!!
:(

well
there are many things that i want to share with you guys
lots and lots of things
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hehe
1st of all
FYI
Miss Cassandra is fully 18 now
and that's me
;)

thanks to my buddies a lot
for giving so many suprise for me these days
haha
after i count
total up i had 4 celebrations for my b'day and eaten 3 cakes
o.O
after eating those cakes
i think i won't be having cake until my next birthday
=.="

15/12/2009
1st celebration :
Rou ask me to go westlake during midnight saying that there's a meteor shower that night
when i reached there
i feel like being cheated by si gui rou
it's because there's only a few of peoples there
including her of course
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when i ask her
she told me that she have many plans for me during my b'day
and promised me that it'll be memorable
ok...
meanwhile when we were chatting i recieved some phone calls from my ex-colleague dennis
Zzz
what larh...
call ady say Happy Birthday also hard..
:(
when i was chatting
suddenly a cake appear from behind and guess who's that
My Tweety!!!
:D
so sudden and surprise
because it's been ages i haven see her!!
luckily the cake that they bring for me it's a tiny cake like me and the gengki's bought for sj
because they force me to finish the cake that night
and it's a CHEESE CAKE
o.O

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2nd celebration:
at bout 8pm
this 1 quite funny
also planned by rou
but this time is with my housemates ,rou and minyi
haha
wow rou
i'm really surprise that you can find all my best buddies out to celebrate with me
of course including you
:D
the funniest part is
they sang the bithday song with the cake a lot in front of the toilet!!
as i just come out from there of course
=.=
blowing those rekindle candles
okay
you guys really got me
;D
wishing wishing
TO ACHIEVE MY GOALS!
:D

i think i should really diet ady...my face is super dooper round! :(

for more detail bout the 2nd celebration, please refer to buddy,
Min Yi 's blog
the plan of putting me into this
haha...
but really thanks for the celebration
:D

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3rd celebration:
10pm the same day
plan by rou also
Zzz
this 1 really surprise
she found my ex to celebrate with me
luckily no more cake
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but with a dress as a present
well
that makes me feel abit embaressing
it's because both of them ask me to change it on and turns out
my hands look very fat in it
*sad*
and my ex non-stop saying that i'm fat and say when rou wear it is nicer
sigh
speechless
PS:immediate diet!

anyway
really thx to rou for giving me such suprises
haha
really happy for that
:D

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4th celebration:

with my gengki gangs or can say half TA14's gathering
haha
it's a belated celebration
because the day that i birthday they were busying with their press conference
but we do have lot's of fun there
:D
you guys are really good in suprising ppl too
haha
with those suddenly cakes appear again and the present part
i like the present part
but 1stly i thought wiwy wanted to push me into the water beside those roadside
because they ask me to close my eyes and keep on saying you jump i jump
but i end up jumping over it with my eyes open
haha
:D
and the cream part!
cherry smash some cream of the cake on my face and head
and i don't know who took that funny pic
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cherry!!!fong sum!
i will buy 1 bottle of cream for you next year!!!
hiak hiak hiak hiak

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1st of all
bryan fetched me ,edward, wei xin, and cherry to ABC
after reaching there
we found wiwy,ss, si jiun and jia ming and we sat together to have supper
i just have a lemon ais drink because be4 that i just finish celebrate my housemate's birthday with him at grand kampar hotel
we took many many many many many many many many many pictures
funny pictures
snapping ppl without their knowing
hiak hiak
it's time to post out those pic
:D

Ss blur blur face...ah mong!!! :D

this 1 still ok larh wiwy..better than those in si jiun's hp...:X

i think ss take this by using my pic...haha...chia ming!!:D
wiwy dreaming while si jiun dont know what's she's doing...:X
the guy that smash cream on me,cherry! =.=
2 gays and don't know what they are doing
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especially bryan...what does the expression means??
hahahahahhaha
:P

and lastly
ss the superwoman going to safe the day!!!
XD

we do have lots of fun when we are together
miss the days with you guys
:)

the present that i got from all of you and
thanks to everyone for celebrating with me
you guys did give me a sweet 18 party
haha
happy sweet 18.
i appreciate that.
:)

Cassandra
xoxo

Goals!

2009-12-04T08:39:00.000-08:00

Goals
hmm
do you guys actually set a goal for yourself??
well
as for me
i set many
but i can say
i didn't achieve any or can say all of it.
o.O
strange huh?
it's because i don't have the will to persevere to the end!
sigh!

do you guys want to know what's my goals??
well
it's quite funny
and hard to achieve too
but at least i'll try it NOW
putting effort!!
must success till the end!!

CASSANDRA‘S GOALS

1. Want to sleep early and wake up early
(as a teenagers,it's hard for us you know?=.=)

2. Want to finish everything in time and don't put it till the last minutes.
(last minutes work is my norms.)

3. Want to Concentrate in Something when i do Something!!

these are my goals for my studies!

4. I want Big Boobs! Slim Waist!
target : 34,24,34
(don't dare to set too high..=X)

5. I don't want my face to be that round!
(stop eating sweets or chocolate biscuits or chocolate!!!)

6. I don't want to have PIMPLES!!
(sigh..why i'm the only 1 who still have pimples during this age?? )

7. I want to be as fair as Snow White!!
(but sure must have rosy glow(means red red that type) too of course!)

these are the goals for my appearance + so on
As a conclusion,

I want to be PRETTIER !!
not worse than before!
:(

before ~ form 5
after ~ now

do you guys see the difference?

1. PIMPLES
2.LOOK OLD
3. the 1 that i really hate the most
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
FATS!!!
ROUND FACE again!!
+ my hand also turn into those kinda bottle shape!!

I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS LARH!!!
*cry

so i need to gampateh from now!!
after my uni life!!
i want to be better than before!!
MUST!!!
I INSIST!

Cassandra.

photo posting Abox

2009-12-04T07:29:00.000-08:00

LOL
you guys really do addicted to the editing software
haha
recently quite..
hmmm
can't say quite!
is DAMN busy!
it's because the assignments due date are around the corner!
coming!
reaching!
countdown 2 weeks!!
SIGH

well wiwy,
since you are so curious bout my editing
here's the editing
:D
but i didn't do much on it this time
because i don't have much idea for editing this time
:(

this 1 i edited many!
my hair to make it look more :D
the eye liner for me and wiwy
happy?:)

photo with ss.
:D
me and the muar girls ;)
pretty pretty muar girls
:D
mini cornetto!
yeah!
we are hungry!
:D

well
i just edit 4..
because i don't have much idea and time for it
:(
sometimes i also don't know what am i busying of
o.O

Cassandra.

weekends in kampar

2009-11-29T06:24:00.000-08:00

my weekends..
haji break..
having fun all day again
GG
my assignments arh!!!
haiz
but i really do enjoy this 2 days.
:)

28/11
woke up at 1..
o.O
dont blame me..
use to it these days..
:X
after bathing bla bla bla
addy suddenly called me to teach him public speaking
o.O
he came my house and i told him the main point and continue chatting
GG again..
bout 5 smtg
finally
i thought i can do my assignments ady
when i have the mood to do it
but suddenly addy gave me a call again
this time
he called me out to play frisbee
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ps:frisbee means fei pan in chinese
but i promise wiwy that we'll go jogging that evening
so i decided to ask 3 of them
the muar girls
;)
for frisbee!!
well
at least i didnt regret for going
haha
cause i learn alot of skills bout frisbee and i really do have fun there
so do they
:D

29/11
woke up at 11 today
force by my alarm
=.=
it's because....
promise wiwy ,ss and jia ming to sing k today!
from 12-6pm!
6 hours cheong k at A box
syok dao bao!
:D
well
we do sang many many many many
or can say millions of songs!
we even sang those rock songs such as just dance
LADY GAGA
our favorite
;P

do enjoy these holidays
with them
it's been a long time that we didnt enjoy together
since after sem 1
hope that there's another chance next time
:D
btw
pictures we took are all in wiwy's and ss hp
haha
so
stay tune to their blogs and our facebooks.
ciaoz.
;)

Cassandra

gloomy day.

2009-11-26T23:25:00.000-08:00

what a boring friday
actually today's a public holiday day
total up with the weekends
i got 3 days holidays
many ppl went back to their hometowns
but i didn't
because i just went back last week
and i decided to stay at here to finish up my assignments and prepare for my coming test
well
actually i set the timetable for 2day and 2mr ady
but sadly
i fail to follow what i plan again
sigh
dont know when only i can put my full concentration into my studies
:(

it's already week 6 and week 7 is coming
but yet those assignments
none of them are done!
some even haven start yet!
what the heck am i doing these days?
even now i also cant concentrate in searching the info for my assignments!
sigh
what a failure i am
:(

my biatch tina went to kl + malacca this week
with her family
throwing me alone in kampar again
sad
:'(
but at least her family problem had solved
hope you have a nice trip ba
and remember to buy souvenirs for me!
:D

hmmm..
how to settle 2night's dinner?
alone?
nah...
i don't like to eat alone at the stall
it's weird to eat alone at outside
i reather call the delivery than go out for dinner
sigh
but luckily i still got wiwy them
:D
haha
maybe 2night i'm going to 1185 to disturb them
:D
it's been almost 2 months for not going to their house ady
miss last sem's memories

talking bout this sem
i'm not really interested to those subject that i have to take this sem
sigh
it's quite hard and everything needs to memorise!
i'm not a superwoman and i dont have wonderful powers to make me memorise all those stuffs!
those assignments too!
i hate it so so so so much!
sometimes i even got the thought of stop studying ady
it's suffering
:(

BUT
what can i do if i didnt get that bachelor cert from uni?
where will i be?
a croupier?
i dont want to work at there anymore
frankly say
my hands sweat easily
i'm not suitable for that job
i'm just lucky because during the interview i met an A.M that knew my father
and i'm lucky that i didnt get caught by my dear trainer for having hands sweat
LUCKILY
but when i'm working
it's quite hard for me to pick up those chips on the tai sai table
as it's all glasses
:(
and i dont want to die so early
being 2nd handed smokers sucks!

how bout direct selling?
neh...
i hate it actually
although it may really fullfill your dreams if you success in it
but i dont like to force other to by my product
i hope to have that kinda skill
persuasive talking skill
but definitely i wont use it in direct selling
i just hate it so much and i don't know why
maybe it just doesn't suit me

sorry to hj that helps me so much to let me be a part of that company
but it's not the road i want
hope we are still buddies
:)

sigh
where's my future if i didnt come uni?
cassandra cassandra
stop dreaming and get into your jobs and study!
that's your duty!

Cassandra.

rumble rumble.

2009-11-19T10:41:00.000-08:00

what makes your stomach starts rumbling ?
have you ever think of it?
hmmm..
for me..
Exams and when i met something that makes me feel nervous.
luckily my hands wont shiver that much
but my fingers will turn cold
o.O

finally
the 1st mid-term paper starts today
and i just finish it
phew..
before the exam..
the stomach rumbling feeling come upon to me again
didnt have this kinda feeling since i finish my 1st sem's final
luckily the paper it's still ok for me..
but the names for those theory thingy all wrong
haha
cant blame me
i'm not good in memorising complicated names or theory
i fail my sej everytime during secondary
:P

it's almost 3am now..
suprisingly i'm still blogging
o.O
i had 5 classes today + a mid term till 9pm
and now
i still dont feel sleepy
strange
maybe i'm too excited bout tomorrow
going back my hometown!
yeepee
home sweet home
:D

well
still got many question mark in my mind
but
i think i'll blog 2mr
after i reach alor star
i need to sleep now
scared cant wake up tomorrow
10am class
o.O
must force myself to sleep!
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hehe
ciaoz.
:D

Cassandra.